ate close to 800 cals yesterday. FAIL! I'm gunna work it off today. wish me luck!anorexicqueenam_i_thin

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ugh

I'm so nervous to get on the scale you guys. wish me luck today. I don't want to be a cow again. am_i_thinanorexiahomeanorexicqueen

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WANNA LOOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey guys im new here ive been searching for a community like this for ages.
Summer hols are coming up and i jus know im gonna gain again.
Ive stopped eating for a while some time ago but my friend told my teacher who told my parents.
So instead of having all that trouble i started eating, but im really so unhappy with the fact that im not loosing.
I wanna loose alot.
my current weight is 138lbs or 62kg and my height is 172cm.
im 15 years old.
My parents cant find out that im trying to loose weight in extreme ways.
I thought about throwing up but what should i say, im too scared.
Is it that bad? honestly?
Ive just started excercising but i reach my limits real quick and i just cant anymore at some point.
currently im trying to pump myself full with energy drinks and then excercise until i drop.
But i stil dont loose enough weight.
I need someone to kick my butt so i do stuff but none of my friends have the same persistance to loose weight if u know wat i mean.
Can u gimme some advice?
Miss Lea

Current Mood: determined

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and im also new!!
this site is kinda confusing.  someone want to explain it to me??? if anyone wants to be friends, then add me. i dont have any yet! I need someone to talk to!

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for anyone who needs a texting buddy around meal times im looking for one...
my number is 989.820.5016
i live in the US [michigan]
i am 15 years old and my names shaina
hope to hear from you!

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intoduction

 Hey I'm new so I guess i'll introduce myself-nothing to personal yet.
I weigh 177 pounds [OINK OINK!] and i'm so miserable. I'm starting my new diet. One meal a day, but today i tottaly lost it. My goal wight is 130 by atleast the end of this year. I'll do anything to get rid of my fat. I'm not like short and lumpy fat, i'm average height i guess and i have these thighs that one could be two. well not really-only for kat mays. I'm so jealous of her. I want to be thin so bad.

Please help me with tips. Anything- i just HAVE to loose this wait!

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I love weed and Klonopin. makes me feel so good and not need anything else at all.

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Hey everybody, I just wanted to introduce myself. I'm 17 years old, almost 18, I'm a junior in college and don't have a job and don't have many friends and a boyfriend who's pretty depressed all the time. But it's alright. I was anorexic for 2 years, I am 5'5" and my lowest weight was 90 lbs. in May 2008, when I was hospitalized. Since then I have gained 30 lbs. to get my parents off my back and because for a while I didn't care, really. I've recently relapsed and am seeking support from others. I feel like an idiot just proclaiming that I am relapsing...but my appetite is virtually nonexistent, my self hatred is through the roof. I can't STAND myself because of it, all of this extra flesh, I'm stuck inside this body that's not really mine, I need out, I need to lose the weight that's killing me. I have a history with mental illness, I have major depression, anxiety disorder not otherwise specified, I'm on 3 psychotropic medications (have been on a total of 10 different medications in the last 3 years), and have been hospitalized 3 other times for suicidal ideation, an overdose on a benzodiazepine, and one time when my doctor fucked up my medications. So, that's me.

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im new, sooo here it is.

Height: 5'7
age: 15
weight: 148   OHGOODD.
lowest weight: 146
height weight: 175




ive been taking diet pills every few hours every day for the past 4 or 5 months, and eating only one mean a day, but im really starting everything now, its a perfect time, what with it being the new year and all, i plan on eating maybe once every two or three days, and then if i do only celery and things like that, that burn more calories digesting the food than you gain from eating it. Im thinking about maybe starting a fruite fast. Has anyone here ever done one? If so any tips? what kind of fruits ideal? how much? etc..


love.

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i know i like never post here so like here it goes
Name - Jackie
Age - 13
Height - 5`2
cw 144
lw 98
hw 155 ( eww fatass pig) oink oink
gw1 102
gw2 98
fgw 86

Current Mood: stressed

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hey

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:(
hey everyone
im new to this place.... i'm 22 years old, and im at med school.

i am the 3rd child my parents didnt want, and my 'family' abandoned me and my 'parents' (if you would refered to them as parents ... who abused me for years) blamed me for their divorce at the age of 11 years old, cut me out the family 11 years ago.

i grew up in a all girls catholic boarding school, since the age of 11- for 7 years, took a gap year and applied to med school...

well you can prob guess what a screwed up childhood would have done to me ED wise.

but i live off junk food, especially when i binge...

i dont eat meat, im allergic to alchohol, dairy and wheat (gluten).

i cant have mirrors in my own room as i cant bear the sight of myself..
im distgusted with my weight and size...

aiming to loose 15lbs by 15th  jan...2009.....
so fighting a loosing battler....... cry*
add me if you want to join my fast....

its xmas... and as usual... due to lack of famiily ... i am alone.. and no suprises i am loosing control too...

ive been like this for years... if i am busy ... i can keep it under control..
but i have a hunch that twhen i wake up tommoorrow... im gonna be full blown ana... and it scares me yet makes me smile at the same time.... its frightening even trying to explain why i feel like that...

how are you really doing?- as i really need to know that im not alone, and that its normal to be beating myself up.....
feel free to add me...
do any of your have msn?

yee

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Newbie
Heya! I'm new here, and its not lettin me post properly so I can't see what I'm typing. Hopefully there aren't too many spelling/grammar mistakes and maybe we can chat if you makes some posts!

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hiya im new
im between 5'7 and 5'10 according to my friend (i recon im taller)
i weigh 23stone i want to weigh 8
i need help and i need it fast cause i think that if i don't loose weight im gunna die
im completly pro ED
(sorry for bad spelling i can't help it)

EDIT: just realised i didn't say about my ED
binge eating and compulsive eating sorry for any confusion

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Wanna be my buddy?
First, hello! I am a new member, looking forward to sharing and interacting with you guys. =)

I binge eat. That is my dirty, little secret. I have never looked at this issue as an eating disorder, but recently it started to get to much. I realized that I had absolutely no control over the food I ate at all. I ate more that my mom and dad combined, more than my male friends who worked out 5 times a week and more than... anyone I knew, really. I weighed nearly 73 kilos (160 pounds) and looked terrible. Do you know how it feels to have a double chin? I was starting to grow one - Under my chin,  there was a flab of fat that did not belong there. I was disgusted by myself.

I weigh 67,5 kilos now (that's 148.5 pounds for your crazy americans), but I am still flabby and have only barely started my diet. However, I have realized that without supervision, it is faaar too easy to slip back into old eating-habits. (I lost 12 pounds the first 12 days I dieted, but after that I kinda... started binging again. Shows my lack of self-control.

I am therefore looking for a "weight-loss companion" who wants join me in loosing weight. We could exchange experiences and motivation, help eachother along and basically function as a safety-net for eachother. Chatting over msn, e-mails, maybe even starting a blog over at blogger.com -- There are many ways to work this out.

If you're interested, reply to this post. =)

Love B.

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LAXATIVES?
I read somewhere that some anorexics use laxatives instaed of purging, is that true?

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Hello hello!
Alright my fellow skinnies (I've been on pro-ana sites before, just not this one), it's time to get down to business! I'm hungry, but I've already binged today (ew ew ew and ew) and if I eat anything else I'm just going to have to purge it which will just make my throat sore, so... 

Right. Here's my stats-

Height- 5ft 8
hw- 153
lw- 119
cw- 129

How disgusting. 10 pounds over my low weight. It's time to starve that off!

Here's a few thinspo quotes to keep us going-
"I'm not starving myself. I'm perfecting my emptiness"
"Your bones are who you are. Let them show."
"NOTHING tastes as good as thin feels!"
"Stop bingeing. Not tomorrow. NOW!"
"Anorexia is not a disease. It's a gift."

Feeling less hungry already :)

So what's your favorite thinspo quote?




Current Mood: determined

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Hello
Good....night? Damn, I have to be up soon for my babysitting class. anyways, I just wanted to say hello and intorduce myself. I'm nickie, 14, and a sweet lolita (as in fashion, not the novel! Although chances are when I turn 18, I may be a prostitiute for one night to get some brand >_>), so the pastries and sugar-filled milk teas absolutley kill me.
Current Height is five foot three
Current weight is 140 lbs
High weight was 198 lbs (in fifth grade D:)
Goal weight is at least 100 lbs.

I'm constantly, constantly craving Macroons, cupcakes milktea etc.. I really need tips on how to completley eliminate those cravings. And especially since I sometimes meet up with other lolitas, and thats usually for really fattening food, and I don't want to be a fatty chan. And does water really help you lose weight? I'm very determined to stay dedicated to this.

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hello everyone
im new to this community

here are my stats

age: 18
height: 5'2
hw: 120
lw: 105
gw:100


support and tips are always helpful, welcome and needed!
im here for you too
add me!
stay stronger than strong!
love

Current Mood: awake

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Hey Guys! I'm new to this community so patience please?

I've fasted for 3 days so far.

 

Weight: 118lbs

Goal Weight: 100lbs....by next summer!

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