Due to a number of reasons, I have decided that I will be rellocating. I wish to return to the colonies. Space is my home, and that is where I shall go. I have yet to decide where exactly I'll go, but at this moment, anywhere is better than remaining here.

...Earth is a place I believe I can only visit at this moment.


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I hope everyone is well. I haven't heard from most of you in some time.

Firstly, I must apologise to many of you. I haven't updated for some time, due to various different reasons revolving around an increase in workload.

It seems my previous clients have passed on my information. If it were for any reason other than this, I would currently be in the middle of taking a few precautionary measures. However, in this case, I am...glad? that my name has spread. Of course, the name used is not my own. Being given a name such as mine isn't the best way to avoid unneeded attention.

I am currently in the process of creating a large-scale database and security system for a certain healthcare chain. Making user interfaces compatible with the client group seems to be a harder task than I first thought. Trying to get them to focus on the screen seems to be a large problem at times.

Anyway, it seems I haven't spoken to many of you any time recently. Status? ...how are you all doing? Has there been any changes in you conditions that need to be noted? anything important that I've missed?

I've heard that Dorothy has given birth to a son. Congratulations. It's good to hear that people are able to move on from the past and create their own futures.

There is another holiday approaching yet again. This one is named 'Easter' and is a Christian holiday from what I have been told. I don't know much about the time of Easter, but I will make sure to have covered all the basics prior to the day.

One thing that I have deduced about most holidays that take place through the year is that...the days are there for families and friends to get together. I...don't have a family to get together with, but friends on the other hand.

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It's been a long time since I last heard from anyone. How is everybody doing? Winner, I assume you're busy with work once again, but hopefully this time you aren't allowing things to 'get to you' so to speak. Maxwell, are you still on L-2 or have you come down to Earth. It'd be...good?...to speak to you once again. Barton, Chang, I haven't spoken to either of you in a very long time. I hope all is well with you both. Relena, as with Winner, I hope you aren't overloaded with work and that you are well. And Dorothy, I have been told you are pregnant. You are....taking care of yourself?


((OOC: Yeah, he's a little OOC, but I had to do something. @.@)

Christmas is a day meant for families and loved ones. What happens to a person who has no family? To a person who has no place for this event? The christmas was spent reliving old memories. Retracing steps I made many years ago. I spent the majority of my time back on the colony I "grew up" on. Things have changed greatly there. I'm unsure if it's for the better or the worse.

The 'trip' brought back memories that were both good and bad. Memories that, without which, I would not be where I was today. Memories that both sully my past but make me what I am.

I feel I spent too long back there. Things had begun to get on top of me. It felt...draining. I believe that is the best word for it. It felt as if I didn't have the energy to stay there despite being nutritionally fulfilled.

I spent a few weeks there, out of communication from most. I appologise for my unannounced absence for that time. I needed to take some time to work things out...but I couldn't know when until the time came.

New years marks the day of the last fight. The day the five of us were last together. The day we put an end to the fighting. Well, for now at least.

The present however is where my mind needs to be. It's a new year so I need to start afresh. At least, thats what people keep telling me.

I am currently staying in lodgings within the outskirts of the Sanq kingdom. The capital brings up memories that aren't needed. Not now at least. For now I shall remain her and try to get things sorted out. My past needs to remain just that, my part. I need to find the right path to take from here, and that starts with finding a place I am most comfortable in.

I've finshed the programming job with no troubles whatsoever. The client seems very happy with what I produced to the extent that he's recommended me to a number of his other contacts. I've already been offered a second contract which I've accepted. Programming feels a lot more worthwhile than using my abilities in a detrimental way to others.

Things may be going well in terms of a job, but living here seems to be causing problems in it's own rights. I think my being here is affecting Relena more than she's letting on. I haven't seen her for some time, and I think it may be because she's avoiding me. I must admit, I think I'm in a similar situation as I haven't gone out of my way to speak to her either. Not since the first day.

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It's been a few days now. I haven't really seen Relena around much. I assume she's been busy with work right now. I don't really know what I was expecting by coming here, but I don't think this was it. She seems very ...distant with me.

Other than my change in location, I've also had a slight change in jobs. I'm currently in the middle of coding a programme for a local business. I don't really know how I stumbled onto this task, but at least it passes the time. It's nothing big really, just an inventory database, though it's gotten me thinking too. Well, more confusing me really. It's not as if this task'll keep me occupied for long, but it feels more...satisfying...to use my abilities this way. But does that mean I could handle doing this all the time?

I don't really have much else to say about myself right now. I've got a lot to think about, but nothing to share just yet.

I need to go and speak to Zechs and Chang. They were the ones in charge of Relena's security, so they'd be the ones to ask I suppose. I'm not sure if they're still in control of it, but it cant hurt to ask.

I've done as I said in previous posts. Right now, I'm on the Earth. More specificly, I'm in Relena's guest bedroom. I'm not too sure myself quite how that happened. One moment I making her yell at me, the next, she's inviting me to stay. ( privateCollapse )

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Things took a slight turn however when Relena told me her plans. I'm not sure how much she would want me to mention here, so I wont go into it in any detail. All I can say is that I'll have to leave for a few weeks at some point.

On a completely new topic, I've started my search again for a new job to take on. ( privateCollapse ) I'm sure I'll be able to find something. Even if it's only something small for now.

Without going into too much detail, it seems like I'm officially banned from section three of the L1 cluster. I can't really blame them though. If someone had 'screwed up' as badly as I've done, I doubt I'd want them around me either.

So now it's time for me to move yet again. This time though, it's more of a lucky dip. Previously, I'd move straight into a new job. I suppose it was simpler that way. However I haven't had time to search this time, so I'm not sure where exactly to head to. I've heard about some recon and data collection jobs within L4, as well as a number of security details Earth-side.

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Anyway, I've got to get the last of my equipment together now and get moving. I've been given a deadline, so I can't mess up again now.

((OOC: Italics are personal thoughts. Don't comment on those. This post is to try and sort out the situation for Sachiko))

It's been a while since I've added anything to this journal. Cutting myself off from this last job has been more trouble then I initially believed. However, it's almost done. If everything goes to plan, I should be free by the weekend.

I doubt that I'll be able to go to L2 AND head to Winner's 'party' too. Not that any of them would be expecting me to turn up anyway.

I still haven't been down to Earth yet. Not for a long time at least. That's something I need to make sure I do before I search for a new job. There are things that have to be done there before I can put my mind at ease. I just hope that nothing else has happened since. If it has...

I've almost been pushed to the point that I'm about ready to pack up and leave without warning. It may be unprofessional, but my client's scrutanising everything I do right now. It's starting to get to me.

Anyway, I suppose I should get back to sorting this out. The sooner it's done, the sooner I leave.