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[[24 Jun 2005] 9:49pm] |
Hi all! Losing the weight is getting easier, as long as I can stay away from pizza and oreo cookies, but I still need more support.
I think I posted the link to my site here before, but it wasn't quite ready for the public eye at that point. I encourage all of you to pay us a visit again and check everything out.
http://www.realeasyweightloss.com
I've been working hard on getting this all up and running, so I would appreciate it if you all could take a moment, check it out, and let me know what you think.
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-Weight Loss Journals
-New Recipe section!
-More content!
-Weight Loss Newsletter
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-Review and comment on any and all programs/stories on this site
-Vote for your favorite prorgams and help others acheive their goals!
-All new forums!
-Much much more!
Roam around the site and let us know what you think and how we can better help you. Also, don't be afraid to share this wonderful resource with others.
Thank you all for your time!
Sorry for the x-post
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[[21 Jan 2004] 11:12pm] |
hey. i'm new, obviously. I'm going to start fasting tomorrow or maybe eat a few crackers a day heh
i'm not sure how much is really needed about me, but i've gone from anorexia to bulimia to compulsive over eating and now i'm stuck with bulimia and then just plain bingeing. sometimes i do well and restrict for a day or two but i always end up messing things up. i'm trying to get out of this cycle. it's just really hard.
i'm 18, 5'5, probably about 138 right now. sunday i was at 133. but i've binged every night since then. I'm not sure how long I'm going to fast. But definitely am planning on going through next week. I've only successfully fasted for two days. but at least I know I can do it. a lot of the time I end up bingeing after not eating all day, so I'm sort of worried, but I know I can do this.
I want to be 127 by February 1. that was my goal for this month, I just don't think I'll make it anymore.
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[[06 Jan 2004] 9:43pm] |
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Sorry  Amanda. I ordered myself a pizza today.
I can't go on.
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[[06 Jan 2004] 9:48am] |
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i regret to inform all that i cheated yesterday. ok, i cheated today too! i'm so sorry!!!! i'm about to start my period and i get these terrible hunger binges when i'm about to start. it happened innocently though. i was at COM registering for classes with Tina and we had been there about an hour. Her daughter was hungry, so Tina got her some Chex Mix. I ate about 3 pieces. Called Ricky and he informed me that was not allowed and the lemonade I had earlier didn't count either. DAMN IT! My theory: I had already fucked up, why not eat dinner. And eat I did. I felt like shit afterwards and tried to purge it up, but it wasn't budging from my stomach. I had decided to restart today and just skip my crackers for the rest of the week to make up for it. This did not happen. I thought I had to be to work early, but was scheduled late, so Tina picked me up (mom has my car). She then bought me a bagel with honey almond cream cheese. Soooo good. I felt sooo bad though. The thing is, I ALWAYS eat with Tina and if I skipped this bagel, she would know something was up with me and that's the last thing I want. SHe's a nurse, and she would have tried to help me overcome this eating disorder at the mere mention of it. I just took a laxative, so I can restart my day. I'm sorry guys. I'll do better tomorrow....
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[[05 Jan 2004] 10:53pm] |
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Ok, so its officially been 24hours since I have eaten anything. I drank a helluva lot of water today. The thing I always seem to forget about drinking a lot of water is that you eventually get to the point where you are going to pee just about every 15-20 min. This sucked at worked today. I felt like I was saying "im going to the bathroom" like every 5 min.
But on a positive note, I ate NOTHING today. Not even my alloted crackers.............
just gum and water all day long. But I think what made it easier was that I was at work most of the day. Now the real challenge will be the next three days because I dont have anything planned to do. So here is my list of things I will do to distract myself when I feel hungry.
*Get online and post in Livejournal
*Go ride my bike
*Go for a walk
*Watch TV-(I know that doesnt sound like it would help, but I can get lost in TV.)
*Practice my spanish
*CLEAN
Thats all I have right now.
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[[05 Jan 2004] 2:05pm] |
so im off to work. i hope that no one orders pizza or goes to get food from jason's deli.............
on my way i will stop at the gas station and get some engery pills....im not strong enough to go to work at the GROCERY store for 7 hours and not eat anything without a little bit of help from ephedra......
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[[05 Jan 2004] 10:50am] |
So I recieved a phone call this morning at 9am which woke me up. This messed up my plan of trying to sleep until it was time for me to get ready to go to work. I couldnt fall back to sleep, and I also realized that I was hungry. Damnit. But I didnt eat. Lucky for me, I live where no one would just be cooking breakfast for anyone else. I have had two very large glasses of cold water to surpress my appetite. I have also spent time making a new icon and found a couple of images to use as thinspiration.......
( I want my boyfriend to look like himCollapse )
( I want to look like her.........Collapse )
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[[05 Jan 2004] 10:24am] |
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My mom made sausage and eggs for breakfast ... *sigh* ... I told her I wasn't hungry.
I was flipping through the channels and I stopped on the Cartoon Network ... Why? ... I don't know ... I haven't watched cartoons since I was 10. Sabrina The Teenage Witch was on. In this episode Sabrina's aunt shrunk her favorite pair jeans by accident and put them back in her closet. Sabrina went to put on her jeans and noticed they were way snug, so she thought she was getting fat. She became anorexic for one episode and found out that food is your friend.
I laughed to myself.
Thank god I still have my ... MmMm ... cigarettes.
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Current Weight - 160 lbs.
Fasting - To practice abstinence as a religious exercise or duty; to abstain from food voluntarily for a time, for the mortification of the body or appetites, or as a token of grief, or humiliation and penitence.
I am currently keeping a log of how many glasses of water I drink, crackers I eat and cruches I do. My goal for the week is 10 lbs. We shall see if this pays off. I'm glad I have Amanda ( some1letmeout) doing this with me. Just to know someone is suffering just as much as I am, makes the whole fasting process a lot easier.
Nothing but crackers and water from this moment on for an entire week.
I bet I lose more weight than her :o)
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[[05 Jan 2004] 1:48am] |
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ok...first post in here. hi guys!!! i'm amanda. i just ate a sirloin steak, sugar peas, baked potatoe, rice, corn and mushrooms. it was qutie delightful. i had a bruger from sonic today and it was not so good. i was drinking a coke with dinner until abbie picked her nose and put it in my coke. yeah...a good last meal. i wrote this at 7pm. it is now 2am and i regret to inform everyone that i went to taco bell about 2 hours ago BUT i only had a nacho supreme with no sour cream or meat. it is not settlling well, and i don't have to be to work until late, so perhaps i can get it out of me.
WEIGHT: 145lbs
as of now, only crackers shall enter my body. crackers and H20. that is all.
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[[04 Jan 2004] 10:04pm] |
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so ive become a part of this community to address the overwhelming feeling i have to be thinner than I am. I will try to fast the week with only crackers, but i know that it will be hard. I initially planned to start tomorrow with the fasting, so I had a dinner of chicken crispers from Chili's as a sort of last supper kind of deal. Well then I thought, why not get a heads up on tomorrow and just purge the chicken crispers. Yay me. If I stop making myself vomit after two times, does that mean I survived bulimia?
thanks.....
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