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Wow. i almost forgot i had a live journal. there is so much to say. so much has been on my mind and i felt like i had to get it out so i decided to log on again and found i still had an active account. =]

i guess first things first there is this boy. his name is dan. and i kinda like him. in a way. but sadly he doesnt like me back like that. and i'm cool with that. he might think i want a relationship but i really dont. what i really want is just me and him. nothing else. no label like boyfriend. he kinda likes this kid ryan. which is also cool. good luck to them. im over it basically. i enjoy having dan as my friend just as much. i think all i really want is someone to cuddle with. and this is where this kid keith comes in. i think he's 20 years old. goes to temple. from his facebook/myspace he seems pretty interesting. i really wanna meet him and see what he's all about. maybe we'll hit it off. that'd be so cool *fingers crossed*. so let me tell you about steve. i almost feel bad for him. i tihnk he has a crush on little old me but i could be mistaken. there is this kid rob. we dated for a good amount of time. apparently, as i have been told, he still loves me. which is sweet and all but i don't know if i'd be able to get back into it with him. knowing what i know now. like how much he lies about things kinda has changed my view of him. oh! i took my GED tests today and yesterday. i think i passed. let's cross our fingers for that too. haha. ugh i have work at 7AM which means i have to be up by 6. shoot me. well knowing that i think i'm gonna go to bed now. 

it was nice to update again. =] 
i might start doing this more often. hahah

well until next time, peace out!

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1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.


2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.


3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.


4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.


5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.


6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.


7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.


8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.


9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.


10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

so yeah just told my cousin im gay, i think this is a pretty memorable moment so ill make a post about it, and please, dont IM him, lol

[16:32] chrisisfordorks: hey there
 [16:32] se3kskater1691: hey
 [16:33] chrisisfordorks: watcha been up to?
 [16:33] se3kskater1691: im doin homework so i cant really talk too much
 [16:33] chrisisfordorks: ok i wont be long then, ive got a question
 [16:33] se3kskater1691: yes
 [16:34] chrisisfordorks: are you a homophobe?
 [16:34] se3kskater1691: no
 [16:34] se3kskater1691: im not an any phobe
 [16:34] chrisisfordorks: ok well then im gay
 [16:34] se3kskater1691: really
 [16:35] chrisisfordorks: yes really
 [16:35] se3kskater1691: i don't believe u
 [16:35] chrisisfordorks: why dont you? im a fag, people in school have been finding out, and on my myspace it says that im gay
 [16:35] se3kskater1691: o
 [16:36] chrisisfordorks: and id be happy if you kept this quiet
 [16:36] chrisisfordorks: i have yet to to tell any other family member
 [16:36] se3kskater1691: ok
 [16:37] chrisisfordorks: you are the first, and id like you to be the only one for now
 [16:37] se3kskater1691: ok
 [16:37] se3kskater1691: not a word
 [16:37] chrisisfordorks: thanks =)
 [16:37] chrisisfordorks: ok ill let you to your homework
 [16:37] se3kskater1691: k c ya

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I've noticed that I like starting my entries with "Well...", so I won't this time.

So today was very good. I had to wake up at 8:00AM because my friend was coming to pick me up at 9:00 to bring me to this amusement park. It was alot of fun, but the car ride took forever! It was somewhere near the Pocono's or something, there were mountains, I wish I had a camera! It was a very sceanic drive. The park was very fun. Got home at around 9:30PM. I'm all dirty, I need a shower, and tomorrow I have the entire house to myself! YAY! Ugh, this entire Emo thing is annoying, I need ALOT more clothes and other crap. Nothing else than going to the park happened, ok well bye bye

Well yesterday I went to the mall with my cousin Ashliegh, and she helped me buy all my emo stuff. Ugh I tried it all on at my cousins and they kept saying that it doesnt look emo, and they were all like "Ew why do you wanna be emo, emo sucks!". Well so much for the entire family being there for me. Ugh they get me mad, I just wanted to throw it all out and scream at them... Here look at what I got..

Ugh, I guess it doesnt look too emo, but w/e, i tried, i still need more, and the jean pants i got are way to big to be emo, UGH!! no one would let meget what i want, one day im gonna go to the mall with my own money and get things that i want... jighdfkigbvfdlksh!

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Oh my, oh my, oh my! Guess what! Stef want to break up with Mark, well she wanted to breakup a long time ago but she cares for people and didn't want to hurt a certaint person's feelings. Well besides that I want to tell Kimmy and Stef something but i need another person to be there in order for me to tell them. Hmm yesterday was quite boring, i sat around all day on myspace, I changed the colors, I like them better that way, Stef still needs to fix it. My brothers slept over thier friend's house so it was quiet. Ugh, I don't know what else to say. EMO! Ugh I'm wierd

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this entry is just for kimmy since she wants me to update..

I need to learn some cool HTML codes, I only know like 3. I've been downlaoding some emo bands onto my ipod.. Ick i had to clean the bathtub today, now my hands are all wierd. Ugh, Stef, me, and I think Kimmy are all fasting until Sunday at 10:00. I don't know what else to talk about.. I'm bored, ugh I need someone to pimp out my myspace, I don't like how it looks.. Last night i had some McDonald's and i felt very sick afterward, I don't know why.. I wonder what I'm going to do today. Who knows, I want to go over my cousins!! And then maybe we can go to the mall and get my emo stuff!!!!!!!! That would be fun.

I'm going to write formally, kinda.Well on Friday I am going to New Jersey and seeing Kimmy, Stef, and Mark. It should be fun. We might get to go to the mall and hang out there, but if not we will go and hang out under a tree, hehe. Then on Saturday I am gonna go to Great Adventure with my mom's friend, Heather, then Sunday we will be driving back to PA. Monday we will all(My mom, Heather, my 2 brothers, and I) will be waking up early to catch a flight at like 9:30. We will make a stop off in Georgia, then off to Orlando for our Disney vacation. We will be coming back on Monday the 17th late around 10:30PM. Hope it is fun.

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hmmm..... i havent been updating that often... mark brought that to my attention today, well now that im updating idk wat to talk about...

well today im going to my cousins house for some reason, but they wont b there, only one will that i kno of, and i might sleep over to keep her company, now i can play DDR, ive been deprived of the game for like 4 days, ive become totally obsessed with the game, im trying to get my mom to buy it...

grr i want something to read, i like reading.... i found 2 books that i want, one still hasnt been published yet tho... disney isnt for like 15 days, then new jersey isnt for i think 11 or something, ill have to check the caleder, cant wait.... well im outta ideas, im off to play runescape

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well im here updating, today was rele fun, it was my last day of school so yeah. we didnt have to stay the entire day so i got a ride with 2 friends of mine after the last exam of the year, so at 9:30 we left and yeah we went to dan's house and hung out in his basement, then we came to my place and did stuff here, then went back to dan's, then to dave's cuz he has this rele cool model train set thingy, its awsome, then me and dan walked back to his house to get my bike and i came home and im all tired and im on the fone with mark and stef, i want to say goodbye but i cant because im the one who connected them so i dont want to dissconnect them........ they r boring me, hah stef is gonna read this wen she gets ungrounded and comes back online, o well i dont care, now stef is crossing her eyes.............. um yeah, i want to go to bed but no i have to stay up to the upteenth hour talkign to ppl and yeah, hmph stef and mark r a tad annoying cuz they always want me to have one of them on the line "secretly" then i call the other one, and i ask these questions and its fun, but i feel bd in the end, ahh stef is wasting my miutes, every1 is actually.... i should just turn my fone off for this month, hah yeah right like i would do that. guess wat, this friday im going to a phillies game with dan and dave, dan's dad is driving us, so yeah, i hope its fun, ok bored, bye bye