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(3 Bruises | Hit Me!)

	[01 Jun 2006\|09:23pm]
I'm melting.

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Wow, its been awhile.

[18 May 2006|12:24am]

Hello?
Is there anybody out there?

I haven't updated in a long ass time, I don't know where to begin...
Um, I'm going to Towson in the fall, I'm still majoring in Math, thinking about taking up actuarial science and maybe becoming an Actuary...which I guess is sorta funny.
Lots of things are different, and maybe its better, but really...who can be sure? There are people I miss, but hopefully I'll see them again soon.

How is everyone doing? If you're reading this, drop me a line, I want to know who my audience is. I intend to take better care of my journal for over the summer atleast.

(2 Bruises | Hit Me!)

	[18 Dec 2005\|01:21am]
God fucking damnit. shit shit shit son of a bitch. I am so pissed, I can't see straight. Fuck.

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I should be doing homework

[30 Oct 2005|04:34pm]

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I don't think anyone reads this anymore, but just in case I'll give you a day by day account of what I have done since the last time I updated. In like July.

I'm kidding, would I do that to you? C'mon.

Any way.
I'm back to school now, I'm taking History 112, Spanish 102, English 102 and Math 165. I love my math and history, I hate spanish and english. It balances out pretty well. Spring will be my last Semmester at Essex, and then I will move on to bigger and better things.
I'm not sure If I want to go right back to school the next Fall, or if I will take a semmester off and start back in the spring. If I wait for spring, I will almost be garunteed to get into whatever school I want, and I will have more time to seek out scholarships. But If I don't go back in the Fall, I'll be off my Mother's insurance, so if I get sick, I'm fucked.
Hmmn, I just don't know.
I'm majoring in Math now, which might shock you if I haven't told you yet. I'm not terribly sure what I would do with a degree in math, But I like it, and I'm sure I'll find something.
I'm so busy most of the time, but its the happiest, most content, unstressed busy I can imagine.
I really, really am the happiest I've ever been. Or that I can remember, atleast.
Its amazing what being in love does for your mood and outlook. He makes me so happy, its ridiculous.

And that about catches us all up. Maybe I'll update again in another 4 months

(1 Bruise | Hit Me!)

River Dance	[21 Jul 2005\|12:00pm]
I cannot move my head, I cannot move my hips. But below my ankles I'm a Rockin bag of Gaelic sex

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[13 Jun 2005|11:50pm]

You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.

Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.

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atheism

100%

Satanism

100%

Islam

67%

Paganism

67%

agnosticism

58%

Buddhism

42%

Judaism

33%

Christianity

29%

Hinduism

13%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
created with QuizFarm.com

HAH! YES!

(Hit Me!)

[11 Jun 2005|11:54am]

Okay, I was tagged by Karen, so I'll do this, but I'm not tagging anyone else. No one reads this.

List five songs that you are currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the five songs in your blog. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Rolling Stones - Factory Girl

2. CCR - Someday Never Comes

3. Clash - Londons Burning

4. Iron Madien - Holy Smoke

5. Bruce Springstein - Devils and Dust

If you do read this, though....consider yourself tagged

(Hit Me!)

	[08 Jun 2005\|10:15pm]
You know what I hate...? Questions that I don't want to know the answer to. The anxiety...blah!

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[30 May 2005|04:50pm]

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."

2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.

3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.

4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.

5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

1. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?

Mint Chocolate chip

2. Are you wearing socks?

Now? Yes. they are white

3. Have you ever shot a gun?

No, but I wan't to really really bad

4. Is that the way, uh huh uh huh, you like it? Uh huh uh huh?

Oh! oh, god yes! mmmhmm.

5. What do you want for your birthday?

a Dead Milkmen cd

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[26 May 2005|06:37pm]

Damn, I don't know what happened to me.
I went shopping today, crazy...I know.
I bought a pair of heels, Weird, right?
and 2 skirts. Is your mind blown yet?
Yea, one of them...I don't know if you'll ever see me in.
Its....well, it's something. And I'm gonna have to grow some massive balls to ever get out of the house in that thing.

Things have been great, lately. Theres no denying that. There are some people I miss, and would like to see, but other than that, everything is good, great, grand. This must be that 'happiness' thing everyone talks about. Fantastic.

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	[16 May 2005\|11:58pm]
Don't read this, its just a really Really bad last minute history paper. I need it on the internet so I can print it out from school tomarrow. (I have no disks) ( Read more...Collapse )

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My printer is a fucker	[11 May 2005\|11:23pm]
Please ignore this. I need to put my math project somewhere on the internet so I can print it out at school ( Read more...Collapse ) In other news, The Supersuckers are tomarrow. As is my last day of classes. so, huzzah.

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	[09 May 2005\|09:30pm]
Has Satan ever steered you wrong? I thought not. Do it.... Do it for Satan

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	[04 May 2005\|10:23pm]
Allright. I know its stupid. deep down in the bit of my brain that is still sensible, I know its the dumbest thing I could do, but christ, I can't help it. Its getting ridiculous, I feel safe and warm and happy...all the time. Its not right. Its bizzare, and foreign, I like it, but I don't like that I like it. Blah, its crazy. I know

(Hit Me!)

	[29 Apr 2005\|01:01am]
Stella Danced and you missed it. Aren't you lucky.

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	[24 Apr 2005\|03:26pm]
My first thoughts when I woke up this morning: "Where the fuck did this come from?!" I was refering to the Pain in my stomach and along my sides. Have you ever seeen any of the Alien movies? I was half expecting an alien to come flying out of my chest. It was bad, and I'm still not sure where it came from. And apparently...Tupac is still alive.

(1 Bruise | Hit Me!)

	[20 Apr 2005\|09:24pm]
well fuck. one of last week's lost things became found again. Stupid wallet, waits untill I spend 3 hours at the DMV and $20 bucks to get a new license before it decides to show itself. Also. I hate motherfucking shit that fucks with my plans

(Hit Me!)

[18 Apr 2005|11:59pm]

Last week I lost 2 things. I'm still pissed about my wallet.

Things are odd. Lately my cynical/bitter side has been taking a beating, and I don't know how to feel about that. Good sense is grounded in distrust and apprehension, and it seems like all of that is slipping away. Its hard to tell if I'm loosing bits of myself and personality, or if I'm some how 'getting better'.

I'm sure this is the kind of ridiculous bullshit that happens everyday, to everybody. That sort of bullshit that I figured I would always be above.
Funny how the weirdest thing that I could do, is probably the normalest thing in the world.

In other news, I believe I re-broke that ligiment?/tendon? in my jaw. I guess thats what I get for grinning like a jackass all the time.

(Hit Me!)

	[16 Apr 2005\|12:26am]
yep.

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	[27 Mar 2005\|04:02pm]
Oh, Why do I live this way? Hey! it must be the money!

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