finally found someone who had a damn code for this stupid ass thing..wudever happend to this journal thing anyways..how come all of a sudden you need a damn code to create one...well yeah after awhile...jeff finally got one from someone..blah blah..i dont even remember why i wanted to do this journal thing..ohh if anyone reads this..how do you get a damn picture up on this ho??
hmm what did i do today....ohh yeah maiiiin i hate stayin at this house by myself..its creepy...fukin jose's mom wont ever let him borrow the truck so he can come pick me up...and they dont even live a mile from me and she still wont come get me..i dont understand his parents they're crazy they got all these nices trucks and cars but they dont like leaving the house or anything all they do is stay home and the only place they do go is well this week only is to take him to his alcohol class..man wtf maybe they're lazy or somthing whatever...maybe ill walk over there...hell nah wtf am i thinkin some crazy drunk messican will probly try to kidnap and rape me and ewwwwie wudever...im not gonna do that..ohh and i went to this half-priced book place yesterday and i bought some tarot cards its weird cuz they actually made since hmmm...and then today me and my mom went again and i got this book on this everyday spells thing..its pritty cool imma see if it works someday..they got some really cool books on witchcraft an voodoo and cult shit its pretty tight...well yeah after that we had to go pick up jose when his alcohol class was done cuz his parents dont wanna do it but yeah ehh there's this really ugly black i guess he's homeless guy that jsut chills in front of that place the whole day..
and he's got some nappy ass lookin dreads..ew..he's just..idont know...what else..umm oh my mom dropped me and jose off at his house and we finished watchin that movie catch me if you can it was pretty good..imma do that..yeah rite they would proby figure it out with my luck..well yeah after the movie we just "chilled" haha...then she picked me up at 11:30 i guess and then i came and blah blah blah...got online made this stuid thing...
hah..i woke up with a new ring worm..lol...damn these things this is like the 3rd or 4th one ive gotten...i think imma put my whole arm in medicine so i wont get anymore...ehh imma go back to sleep.....
oh my fuken gosh...damn i had a busy ass day today...last nite i didnt fall asleep until like 3-3:30 en la manana then my mom wakes me up at 9 to help her clean the yard up cuz its looken kinda nappy...now it doesnt look so ghetto or so much like a crack house. well anyways..yeah we were out there for like 4 hours but got daaammm we finally got that shit finished...
later on after i took a shower and everything me an my t-lady was watchin Old School...hah..maiiin that movie is funny as shit and then we watched The Glass House it was aight cuz i had already seen it like a couple of times before.
after we went to go buy a couple new pairs of shorts they all kinda cute too...anyways before i left i talked to jose and shit and we were posta go to the movies cuz i wanted to see italian job and then go sneek into findin nemo ^_^ but his stupid ass dad..ughhh....he frustrates me more than my own dad does..goshh he never wants to drive anywhere...he told one of his friends from work to come pick him up cuz his lazy ass doesnt wanna drive anywhere and then jose tells his dad that he wants to go but his dad wont let him cuz he doesnt want him being around all these drunk ppl and i was like well ur around ur dad all the time...but then his dad let him go and then he didnt wanna go anymore...well yeah after i bought some shorts we had to go back home cuz we was posta meet phillip cuz he was gonna take us out to eat and stuff...we went to get at chedders <3 OMG damn i love that place...then we went to westheimer so we could go race and then this damn asian guy pulled up next to us and so we smoked his ass..lol...he had a 3000 gt too...then there was all these little preppie kids hangin out in the parkin lot of sonic showin off there cars and shit and phillip was showin off..so we raced like 4 or 5 cars and its kinda scary cuz them dumbass ppl dont know how to drive...then just a little while i got home....
lol...i saw a real live prostitute..she walked rite in front of me..ewwie..she stunk too..
im soo fuckin bored...gott damn...well jose is in rehab..cant talk to him..my mom is always pushin my aside for fuckin stupid ass phillip..im tired of that bitch..she was out of town with him for like a week and now he's here this week and he was here last week..goshhh cant he just go home...im tired of seein his stupid face..hopefully jose actually comes through and we do go joggin cuz my stomach is gettin bigger by tha day lol...ahh i dont wanna go joggin i just wanna sleep all day..im bored bored bored..yeh im bored...bye
ahh..hm..damn 28 days later sucked ass fo sho..im glad we got in free cuz that movie wasnt worth payin for..no one watch it...! anyways..im bored..what else is new.. :)
i love sex in a theater..
got damn got damn..its been a long ass time since i updated this bitch..anyways life's been pretty good..im glad i quit talkin to that bitch jose..haha it was funny cuz he asked if there was another guy and i said nope but knowing me and my ho ass of course there were like 4 other guys..all his friends i fukd before..but yeah they said they wouldnt tell but oh well im not even trippin about it..anyways oh an the other reason i stopt talkin to his was cuz i met this dude from online and i guess he liked me a lot and this dude was fukin hot ass hell..damn..but anyways he was a real jerk and he was such a show off and immature and shit..it was like goin out with a little brother cuz he likes putting people down and shit..hah i was his first..damnn he's the third one i've corrupted..i dont know i could kinda tell he didnt know what he was doin so i didnt say anything..anyways everything was cool cuz he quit callin me all this shit and he was actually being nice and shit..so how long did we see each other for..? i think like month..month and a half..wudever..but then i started fukin with this one dude from school..saul..and he's been tryin to holla at me since last year so i was like fuk it so we skipped and fukd at his house..and then for like 2 weeks i started goin out with this other dude..emilio..from school..haha it was funny how he asked me..you wanna be my gal..hah...no one ever said it like that before..but anyways yeah shit between me and victor just feel apart and i was being a real bitch to him cuz i had a b/f now and i didnt wanna tell him so i thought if imma bitch he wont wanna talk to me anymore but it didnt work..and i dont know how many times he asked me out either..like what at least 10 times..hah..whata dumbass..why is it that when i guy askes me out its cuz im mad at them..? oh well who gives a fuk anyways..so anyways me an saul were still fukin even tho i hada b/f shit..oh well cuz me and emilio only fukd once and shit i wanted it all the time so shit i might as well call up saul so he could please my needs...hah :)..but yeah me and saul been fukin for like a month or two..wudever..hahah oh me and tina were bored at school so we counted up all the guys we fukd and she only got like 15 or 16..got damnn..i got 30 motherfukin dudes on my list..i dont even know some of there names..oh well..im not complaining..she was like emily you and me are some ho's..i just laughed cuz i dont give a fuk anyways..hmm...what else..ohh yeah man i think im the smartest person at that ghetto ass school here in Hiram Clarke..im faa reallz no one in that damn school is passin but me..ok im exaggeratin but fa real tho.those damn people are dumb as hell..i mean its not that hard..just do shit and u'll pass cuz that damn school is as easy as me..hah..anyways..umm well today me and saul went out and shit drank smoked fukd as usuall and chilled with some of his potna's..oh there was this one dude that i was talkin to online and he stays here in the clarke and he was friends with saul so he told me to tell saul to bring me by there..but he told me that like a week ago and i just barely went there today..but yeah that dude i was talkin to..he's not that cute..but his potna's are fukin fine as hell..imma fuk'em just watch..but i was posta be home like at one but i didnt end up comin home till 2:30-3:00..my mom wasnt even trippin i told her we broke down..hah...oh well but yeah one guy that was there..frankie..damnn he's ohh fukin hot..when we were about to leave..well first they told saul to go buy some ciggarettes but i was like yeah take me home and then frankie was like nahh you can stay here and chill with me..but i was like nahh i gotta go home..so yeah when i was walkin out the door he kept hittin me on the ass with this big ass stick..kinda turned me out but he was being weak about it..so yeah we left he took me home and here i am now..anyways yeah..bye
damnn thats the best mutherfuckin song ever..shit damnn what the fuk..whats the point of having this "livejournal" shit aint no body reads it anyways..either way i dont give a fuck if they do anyways..lol today damn i cant believe i met that dude i been talkin to online..hah..he wasnt that cute..i dunno..lol..we was drinkin and shit i cant believe i didnt get drunk at all shit like a shit load of seagrams and a shot of tequila didnt get me fukd up at all i dont know i guess i got a high tolerence for alkohol..anyways what shits been happenin..damnn i need to find me some new dick..im tired of fukin saul..oh well im not even trippin cuz i got like 3 others guys that i could be fukin...anyways..yeah he be nuttin to quick and shit especially rite when its gettin good for me..ohh well i guess that lets me know imma good fuk..hah im sucha fukin ho..lol..anyways yeah hmm halloween..what did i do..shit not a damn mutherfuckin thing..fukin ol boy didnt call shit i thought he would but no..i called like 3 times that nite but he didnt answer..damnn i was fukin bored than a bitch tho faa reallz i fell asleep like at 8 30 and didnt wake up till like 2 the next day yeah and shit im glad i was still at the house when ol boy called and shit cuz i wanted get some dick but yeah fuckin the shit wasnt worth it..FUCK! that shit pisses me off cuz..i should be fukin everyday like im used to but nahh fuckin people gotta be a bitch and get high instead..anyways next time i go over there and he finishes before i do shit imma tell him to get alen up in there for 15 he gotta big dick..lol anyways...lol mann im kinda wrong for leading victor on just the get to frankie..shit i dont give a fuck cuz he's fukkin hot than a motherfuker..oooo shit mann i would fuck him sooo fukin good..i would ride that dick alll nite..shit imma tell saul to take me over there again..shit it would be me..frankie..saul..alen..and some other dude that stays with victor..i wouldnt fuk victor cuz he's fat..but he's cute tho..ahh shit what the hell ill fuk him too damn five guys shit i could handle it..what else..damnn my pussies gettin wet just thinkin about fukin frankie and shit..damnnn..anyways..was it friday? yeah it was shit me jesse and erik skipped for fukin parta the day that shit was weak tho..damn i could got me some dick that day too but nahh i got my fukin rag oh well shit i was happy i got it cuz i dont wanna be having no kids with saul..fuk no..anyways we went to this dude named juans house and shit and erik was all flirting with me and shit..damn i cant wait till i fuk him too..anyways we were just chillen there and then that dude juan was like you remember me from last year and i was like nah and he said yeah remember i talkd to you before and i was like nahh cuz i dont remember..everyone was like thats fukd up..hah..and then he asked me if i still talk to Filimore..and i was like who?!? and he was like yeah he drives a navigator an i was ohh Monchi's and he said yeah..hah filimore..funny name..messikans..damnn i bet he saw that tape and thats how he knows me..anyways..yeah earlier that day tina had walked past my classroom and came to the door and shit and she called me out and we were talkin in tha hall and shit and she asked me who that fine ass messikan boy was sitting behind me and i was like shit that erik he's fine as hell huh..yeah and i told her that me him and this other dude in my class were leavin after 6th period and she said she too and that we could go to her house and chill and we both could tag team fukin erik damnn him and jesse are young tho..i think they're 16 or something shit oh well they look good and got dicks thats all i care about shit..what else ohh yeah fukin we went to tina but her and sheela were watchin this stupid ass movie and i could tell jesse and erik were bored so i was like lets go and fukin we had no were else to go so we were gonna go back to school but i said just take me home but nahh fukin rite when i got there my moms b/f was there the fukin dick head im glad he got a job closer now he wont be over here as much anyways yeah i went back to stupid school and was bored..yeah anyways imma go to sleep..deuce
damnn i just snorted some shit i dont what the fuk it is but it gave me a headache..shit im just here waitin for erik's punkass to call me..hmm should i get me some dick..hell yeah nicCA..deuce
damnn mannn its fuckin cold as shit outside..yeS! finally i hate when its hot..damnn i wish it was cold last nite when me and victor were fuckin..shit i was sweatin fuckin bad..it was gross i felt all slimy and shit..oh well damnn his punk ass took a fukin hour to get here and shit when he lives like 5 mins away..it doesnt make any sense anyways mann im disapointed fuckin those two other fuckin hot guys that were at his house are his younger brothers..damnn i wanna fuk them too shit ehh i will shit im not even trippin lol it was funny tho cuz me and victor went inside and they wanted to stay outside but they came and were like yuhh we're gonna be over here..shit
imma fuk one of them watch..lol..but yeah shit was hot yesterday..we fukd for like and hour he's pretty good fuck..damn thats like 30 guys i think..maybe imma have to count them all up later..anyways yuhh homeboy needs to stop being so shy..lol..maiiin it was funny tho cuz when i walked outta the room they both were staring at me and victor was at the door smilin at me too..i felt weird..but that nite after he brought me home fuki ol girl was home with her b/f...im glad he didnt stay long shit damnn i got fukin blowed last nite too shit was great i feel rite asleep but the only thing i dont like about gettin high is that i be sleepin hard and i cant wake up the next day..anyways ohh yeah the day before yesterdayy..shit when i went out with erik fuckinnn homeboy is shy too i think he be driving crazy and shit anyways i didnt get any dick that nite but i just messed with him lol he nutted in like fukin a couple minutes..damnn i guess im that good huh..hell yeah bitch imma pro shit..bitches aint got shit on me..lol..damnn i think im gettin addicted to snorting that shit cuz...i be doin it everyday now..shit like today i did alot mainn i was trippin hard..i was feelin tyte tho shit..yuhh i think
damnn its been what 6 fukin days and my pussy is still sore..i never been fukd sooo good in my life...hell yeahh well i got one guy that i wanted to fuk off my list...frank had the biggest fukin dick i ever seen...lol we were talkin online on sunday and shit well first me and victor were and then he said frank wants to tell me something i was like hell yeah cuz i already knew what he wanted to talk to me about but yuhh he asked me if i be skippin skool and shiit so him an victor came and pikd me up at skool and we went to this place where me an victor had fukd the first time but frank was like lets go to omars...this other who i never met before but yuhh he lived like in the next house over so we where there and shit and his friend looked like he was like 19 or 20 but when he talked he sounded like a litle fagget lol..he was cool tho..any ways we were just chillen on the couch and shiit and victor had one of those camera phones and he was tryin to take me pic but i was like nahh lol...yuhh and then frank took the phone and was like come on lets go take some pics in that room yuhh so we went to..i think it was like omar's sisters room or somthing but yuhh he was all tryin to take some pics but i said no and then he just came and sat next to me and we started kissin and shiit yuhh but anyways mann he was fukin lying when he said he hangs like a horse..damnn i think he stretched my fukin insides..mannn im not even complaining tho it was worth it..yuhh fukd for like an hour and then victor came and frank had went to watch some movie they already started watching yuhh and then victor was like you gonna do that for me and i was like what? and said..what i asked you yesterday and i was ohh give u some head so wudever i did it and was like damn girl u deserve a complement...i guess i do it good then huh...lol i already knew that anyways...but yeah we left and went to victors and just chilled there for awhile and shiit got boring so we went back to omars and ohh we took victors cuz .."baldo" lol and he from mexico and doesnt speak english but shiit u dont need to speak english to fuk rite imma get him next..anyways yuhh we went back to omars and me and frank started fukin again and then like 10mins victor was like my mom said i need to take the car back...his mom is a bitch cuz when we went back over there i said hi to her cuz i was chillen watchn 2 fast 2 furious with victor his cuz and omar and she came in and gave him the baby.well is sister but yuhh she kinda rolled her eyes at me when i said hi to her again when we were leaving to go to la michoacana but yuhh we went over there to get some food cuz i guess she was gonna cook but when we walked in there all the fukin wetbacks were starin at me and shit like they never seen a gir before..lol..its not my fault i look so damn good...but yuhh we went back and my ass feel asleep and almost didnt wake up on time cuz i had to be home by 4 so my mom wouldnt know i skipped skool and shiit everyone had fell asleep too except omars ol stupid ass..he was bugging the shiit outa me lol he was showin me how to dance..fagget anyways laters
damnn i just found out today i was victors first damnn thats like the third one..oh well shit it didnt seem like he was a virgin when we fukin cuz he was pretty goood..hah..lol it just kinda shocked me tho..yuhh timdogg had called me today i wasnt home the first time but the second time i was and he asked me if i wanna go out tonite and i said yuhh but he said hell come get me like at 9 30 but yuhh i told him to get me ealier and he came like almost around 9 he came with frank but he had to drop him off at home cuz he had to go to work anyways after we dropped him off me and timm were just talkin and then i dont know how the subject came up ohh yuhh he was like so u told victor we pikd up and i said ohh yeah i told him we were just chillen and shiit he was like yea he asked me if i had pikd u up but i said nahh and he was like yeah u did she told me lol and then timm was sayin victor looked all sad i guess he wanted to see me or somthing but he was like..u piked her up..blahblah blah and then timm told me..u know ur the first girls he's been with damnn i was in such a shock..timm was sayin they didnt tell u..we always be makin fun of him cuz hes a virgin..lol and i busted out sayin not anymore hah aww victor wanted to see me..well shiit his punk ass shouldnt of sold out on me..im startin to like him tho..but im not gonna let him know that i do until i wanna stop fukin frank..thats gonna be a while tho..but anyways me and tim were just chillen at his place watchin tv and shiit..i dont know i dont wanna fuk around with him..maybe cuz hes like 25 i dont know..but yuhh like around 11 30 joy ride came on and we started watchin it and shiit i was showin him my eyebrow cuz i just pierced it and i was tellin him everythin else i tried to pierce and then he said one of my potna's coulda pierced it for you for a couple of bucks..but i was fuk it anyways i told him i wanna pierce my tongue and he called his potna and asked how much it would cost so he said 15 with the thing to put in it and then he said we'll go tomorrow and i guess hes gonna pay for it..soo yes! imma get my tongue pierced. any ways a little while after punkass timm started ticklin on my stomach adn shiit and i hate being tickled cuz im so freakin tickelish anyways i was layin on my stomach and then he started rubbin on my back and ticklin me and shiit and it was fukin turnin me on and i was tryin soo hard not to do anythin with him and he kept tellin me how good i look and shiit hehe tell me some thing i dont know...anyways i wanted to just turn around and start goin at it but i didnt and then like around 12 35 i was like i gotta go home and then this preview for this flik came on and i was like damnn now the good shiit comes on and he said we can make our own flik and i was like nahh im not doin that shiit again i regret it and i do adn then he asked wheres my copy adn i saiid shiit i hope no copies get made cuz that will be fuked up anyways he brought me home and woohoo imma get my tongue pierced maybe i can get him to pay for a tat also..hmm imma probly have to give him something in return rite..oh welll..im out deuce
aww shiiti dont wanna go back to school..fuk it ima tell victors sexy ass to pik me up so i could fukk him allllll day..yes! heh damnn my list went up to like 34 i think..damnn yuhh that officially makes me a ho..lol so what damn on ohh thanxgiving victor called me up and was askin if i want him to pick me up cuz his parents were out of town so i was likk fuk yeah so yuhh we were chillin at his house and his fukin fine ass brother was there and shiit and damnn i wanted hop on that dick but i didnt cuz victor and i dotn know im tryin to hook up with him cuz i need me a boyfriend..n e ways yuhh they were gettin blowed and shiit and i didnt smoke but i did later on that nite anyways yuhh me and victor fukd..lol and then after his cousins and brother came back their all like whos bed did u use and luis said what the fuk is that on the floor yall did it standin up damnn that shiit was funny and they saw the condom wrapper on the dresser and was like damn victor u cant pik up after ur self..lol yuh but then i endedup fukin luis damnn hes so fukin hot..ohh yuh and this kid jorge came over hes fukin 16 and gotta kid..and the girl he fukd was a virgin id kill my self if iwas her having a baby like at 15 or 16 and with this guy..damn hes sooo fukin annoyin he kept tryin to gett all over me and shiit and i didnt wanna fk him cuz he doesnt look that good to me..goshh and he soooooo annoying..so i guess he finally got the idea and gave up anyways yuhh victors other brother tony i think hes 13 lol..his ass was sooo drunk it was funny he couldnt even talk rite adn kept grabbin on my titties loll he cute and luis was like yuhh u gonna let him do somthing and i said nahh cuz hes only a baby but to call me up in like 4 yrs...anyways on friday they called me up again and they didnt pik me up till fukin 11 45 so i was like shiit i gotta be home like at 2 but anyways i fukd luis again and then jorge kept buggin me so i gave in and let him fuk too but we fukd wif no condom and i said he better not say a fukin word..i swear if he does he'll be fukin sorry..but yea they were talkin about comin to pik me up to day but the guy that had came wif them to pik me up on fri said he wont pik me up if i dont mess around with him so i told luis fuk that i dont wanna fuk around with him cuz hes ugly i dont be fukin with short ugly guys..but yuh thats it i was talkin to jeff earlier and i was tellin him everything..lol..fuk skool im not goin..deuce
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