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[30 Aug 2005|01:27pm] |
This entry isn't to anybody. It's just a random post that i'm going to do that involves a lot of what i'm thinking. I normally don't post a lot, and I guess I found no reason, but I guess this is something I hope most people read and learn from.
When you finally find somebody that is your bestfriend, and you take it to the next level. Don't mess that up. When you feel something everytime you were with them, and you loved hearing them laugh, smile or that look in their eyes. Don't let them go. When you are in a fight, and you really don't mean the shit you say, just don't fucking say it. Compromise, its much easier and it will take less stress of your day.
Basically I never reliezed how much one person could mean to me. I have my family, I have friends, I have a lot of people that are close to me. I guess I took her for granted, a little too much, but stil treated her well I thought.
From that first time we met at Brunswick Zone, the time she wanted the Fertilty CD and I swore to email her and send her a copy or get her a copy whenever I could. I didn't know that girl had an eye on me. I didn't know how amazing that person was inside those eyes and I didn't know how much one touch could make my day, or break it.
And now, i'm here, without a bestfriend or girlfriend and i'm just thinking to myself. I keep thinking, yeah i'll find somebody else, yeah i'll have that bestfriend again, but in reality, i'll never have the amazing moments i had with that one girl.
I dated a few to many, none that I regret, but none showed me so much about myself and helped me out so much in my life as she did. I fucking can see why she left me, I can see it and it really sucks cause now I guess it's my weakness. I know I can fix those weaknesses, but it's just not even worth trying. I've tried, and it's failed. She wont listen.
Through all those concerts, dances, prom, columbia, little fights that went nowhere, sleep overs. You'll always remain my bestfriend. If she never talks to me again, I guess another fear of mine has won.
I wont regret admiting this all. I mean it from my heart. I just, I just, am lost. She always had a way of bringing me back to reality, or bringing me to the point I needed. I, guess I helped her in someway figure out that I wasn't the person she wanted, but she did a good job making me fall for her harder then any other girl.
I just hope she gets what she wants and i'm sorry for all i've done.
I miss you, and always will.
Love,
Mike
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[11 Jun 2005|01:10pm] |
THE FOLD HOMECOMING SHOW!
06/29/2005 Wheaton, IL Wheaton Grand Theater w/ Hit The Lights, Just Left & Time and Distance. Starts at 7 PM. $7.
www.thefoldmusic.com
GO GO GO GO
THey just got back from recording in New York and seriously we all need a good show sometimes :).
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[23 Apr 2005|08:55am] |
I've lost my buddy list.
If we talked, or you want to talk.
IM me FullCollapseX504
or leave a comment and i'll add.
Hey Mercedes FINAL SHOW.
Tonight. See you all there.
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[21 Apr 2005|09:25pm] |
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I lost my entire buddy list.
IM me if you want to still keep in contac.
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[16 Apr 2005|08:14am] |
05/01/2005
Wheaton, IL
Wheaton Grand Theater (123 N Hale St.)
w/ THE FOLD Rosaline, PGS, Prom Dates, Brian Stuart, El Guapo, Stubhy (LBC), The Translation, White Hot Knife, iece Keeperz, Myllhouse, The Reception, Best Defense, Triptii and The Waiting Game.
The Fold plays at 7:00, and this will be their last local show before leaving to record our album. $7 5 PM.
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[12 Apr 2005|10:25pm] |
One secret.
One compliment.
One complaint.
One thing you just wanted to tell me but couldn't.
One quote that reminds you of me.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are
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[01 Apr 2005|02:26am] |
Motion City Soundtrack CD release is in Chicago
Metro to be exact. www.metrochicago.com
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[05 Mar 2005|08:54am] |
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THE FOLD
Wheaton, IL La Spiaza Coffee House (114 N. Main St)
acoustic show w/
The Switch
and Speedwell. 7:30 PM. FREE (one drink minimum).
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[18 Jan 2005|10:18pm] |
The Translation
(ex members of Saraphine)
Mar 26 2005 6:00P
Wheaton Community Center Wheaton, IL
New Year, Fresh start. We are all fucking excited for this.
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[17 Jan 2005|09:54pm] |
1/26 Arlington Heights at the knights of columus DEAD TO FALL with The End
hell yeah.
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[16 Jan 2005|06:32am] |
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tourny time.
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[25 Nov 2004|04:56pm] |
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What does everybody want the most for the Holidays?
Post anonymous if you want.
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[24 Nov 2004|01:30pm] |
November 18, 2004 - Can you taste the chaos??
Well....Can you? \\'Cause we can! A Static Lullaby has been added to the whole god damn thing. Taste of Chaos tour 2004 will begin in Atlanta, GA on February 17. The tour will feature headliners The Used and My Chemical Romance. Along side us will be Senses Fail and Killswitch Engage. Underoath and Saosin are on select dates. In other news we are doing good on the road we are in Atlanta today and Bison burgers kick ass.
Fuck yeah.
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[21 Nov 2004|08:38pm] |
Whos going to rolling in a ESCALADE?!?!?
Yes. we are hitting up neuqua and most of the schools around here.
It's on tour right now, but when it comes back. it'll be pimp
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[13 Nov 2004|09:23pm] |
Great paintball tournament we are not entering cause my 8th grade team doesn' have any money. Reason why i'm searching for more players.
Ended up not going to boys night out. Just didn't feel like it.
Not to mention, last night was the last show for wheaton grand that we will be doing as AB Entertainment. We are going to start a new project come Jan 1st and it will be announced soon.
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Saturday, November 27th
Wheaton Grand Theater
"The Best of the Burbs"
-99 Octane
-Celestial Static
-Fierce Mellon
-Law Abiding Citizens
-Rosaline
Doors: 5:30 P.M
Tickets: $8 Advance/$10 day of show
(any questions ask me)
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[12 Nov 2004|09:58am] |
Friday, November 19
VOODOO GLOW SKULLS
GO BETTY GO
BIG D & THE KID'S TABLE
THE F-UPS
THE PHOENIX RISING
Tickets $13
All Ages
Doors: 5:30pm / Show: 6pm
Order Tickets Now!
www.metrochicago.com
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[05 Nov 2004|10:09pm] |
People are reading my journal that I don't want to.
LJ Cut. If you don't see my posts anymore as of monday, ur off.
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[31 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
Reasons to be glad Elyse is gone:
-Shes a walking zombie
-All she can say is "i don't know"
-She can't talk
-Shes fake
-Can't deal with her own problems
-Shes flat
-She needs to stop wearing the same shirt
-She is never fun
-She never did anything for me
-Shes crazy
-She wears the same green shirt
-She has a obsession with her crap hair
More to be added.
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[23 Oct 2004|12:05pm] |
Nightmare On Hale Street
Check it out. 50% of all door goes to FRIENDS OF THE AMERICAN CANCER SOCIETY
Not to mention it's on Oct 30th, the day before Halloween and we'll be doing a special raffle which includes prizes such as:
20 GB IPOD
ONE PAIR OF BEASTIE BOYS CONCERT TICKETS
ONE PAIR OF GREEN DAY, NEW FOUND GLORY, SUGARCULT TICKETS
ONE PAIR OF GOOD CHARLOTTE, SUM 41, HAZEN STREE, LOLA RAY TICKETS
TWO PAIRS OF HOT WATER MUSIC, SILVERSTEIN, PLANES MISTAKEN FOR STARS, MOMENTS IN GRACE TICKETS
ONE GUITAR SIGNED BY ALL THE BANDS PLAYING THIS EVENT
ONE SUPER MERCH PRIZE PACKAGE INCLUDING CDS AND T-SHIRTS
The raffle will be held the day of the show and all ticket sales will go straight to the cacner society.
It will be a fun night. All bands are playing as their fav act and dressing up like them as well. So click the link and find out more info. We'll see you there.
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[02 Oct 2004|05:15pm] |
SATURDAY, OCTOBER 9TH, 2004
The Dog and Everything, Anything But Joey, Ludo, Triptii, Inept
@ The Wheaton Grand Theater
Doors: 6:00 p.m. $10
DVD FILMING FOR THE DOG AND EVERYTHING!
www.abentertainmentonline.com
Going to be a good show.
Just a reminder if you have yet to order.
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