Array of Events

Salam.

Yesterday, we had our third run. I thought my performance was worst because it was too humid and there were too many people, (I heard about 30,000 people joining?). It was pure luck I was able to finish, seriously.

If you remember a line about me tempted to do half marathon some time before 25, please just ignore that. Did I write that with sanity attached, I wonder too.

There were also a couple of husband and wife joining with a stroller, and their baby was deep asleep in it. Lucky baby to have experience that precious moment. I wonder if I will be able to run together with my future partner,? *batting eyelashes although well aware yours truly not really cute doing this*.

Did you still struggling with everyday's mundane? If you are still, erm, maybe it is time to stop now. It was a year journey already, and I gave up on giving up. Life is uphill battle and its value is of course magnificient at the peak. The easiest way to get motivated is by imagining parents' smile, grin and tears of happiness. Just close your eyes and imagine them, never giving up on believing their children are the best and knowing that, did we dare to ruin their dream?

Goodluck for us on everyday's event. Slacking and tripping here and there is the norm, but not standing up again is optional.

Bye bye!

To Have the Table Turned

Salam.

It is always Sunday at night I become chatty in the blog and there is a lot I want to share. To kill the Monday blues' dread and to shift my attention to something else.

Pasar Malam is always welcoming and warm. It has been a long while I didn't visit any pasar malam and yesterday, doing the bargain and buying tasty traditional food, I felt jolt of excitement.

Durian is good too. Had the chance to taste the Musang King last week and started to look for more, but it is too far away. Sepang away from Ampang.

My ignorance has been the topic for teasing me. I am ignorant like a guy usually ignore their partner and it was once proven when I did this personality test. It was somehow made me sad. Being ignorant is not something I am intended to do, it was like I am born with it. And some emotional attached feeling that girls usually did, that required my attention, is where I am lacking at. I am sorry and will slowly become less ignorant. Hehe. Ignorance is after all not really a bliss.

Last but not least, be thankful if you are reading this. At somewhere we didn't aware of, there are people that breathing their last breath, that sleeping on the sand covered by no roof, eating their only left food not knowing what to eat tomorrow; not because there are plenty of options to choose, but because there are none.

Live with continuous improvement, less whining on the net and be ashamed everytime we think of whining, as there are already a lot of blessing awarded.

Bye!

Please Don't Judge

Salam.

I am now official fan of Park Ji Sung, thanks to Running Man for intoducing him to me. Haha.

Yesterday, I had my jogging as my preparation  for next run which will be in 3 weeks time. It was hard at this moment to do the practice, as works are piling up and to go back at 6 is quite impossible as meeting and discussion dominates most of the initial hours. I am trying not complain as I am slowly love (love word maybe strong but seems okay here)  but yeah, gradually comfortable with the task.

I usually don't have any problem when running, as I heard and noticed some of my friends tell me they got some uneasiness at stomach, limb, knee or even breathing while running. I don't usually experience that. So when my friends complain I usually can't relate but I just wear my poker face and tell that maybe due to fatigue of muscle or something. I sound like boasting here. No I am not. I just want to share on some strange thing here. Today was my first time I experienced the infamous black-out that people always had. It was one split second the light is off and I can't see, and then the world is spinning. It was odd and all I know I am going to die.Overreacting I was, overreacted I am, as usual. It was my first time and I hope will be the last.

 I blame the free coffee they provide. And lack of sleep as well as now I am doing this.

I wish to have larger group of running buddy. It was hard to convince people to join, as running doesn't grow money or pretty face, it will only give you calm. I don't really aim for full marathon but I am really tempted to join half distance, hopefully before 25.

I don't play any computer games or any games at handphone (please excuse Draw Something, but already I am retired) but I guess the feeling of finishing certain distance is like winning up until certain levels. It was all I can think about.

Bye bye.

Rubik

Salam.

I have met a young woman that is so positive I never heard any whiny remarks coming from her. That made me feel  ashamed, low and shallow. Come to think of that, in a way it is good because I can get motivation and inspiration from closest means, and continuously of course if I am thinking right.

I am approaching 25-year-old. I never am excited on the stacking numbers, because living through the number will only reminds that we are getting closer and closer to eternal. It was like having watching sandglass everytime, and knowing the thinning sand at the top is our remaining chances, I am afraid. Hopefully  we all will be able to do as many good deeds and one thing I am most insecure at, is to have everyone I have done wrong to forgive me. I will try to forgive everyone too, no I will forgive everyone too, as my littlest preparation.

I have one small attempt to be done in my life. I want to omit unnecessary things in my life. "I need a house, I don't need a big house". You know that kind of thinking, so I will always feel contented.

I've heard from someone, in life we will go through a few moments when the call is given, the call to start  on charity,  the call to stop getting angry on unnecessary, the call to dress properly, the call to stop saying bad about others,  which in layman term, we known it as Hidayah. The wise sayings goes, when you received a call, answer it. First, as the chances are rarely recurring.Second because of our ticking clock.

Bye bye and take care :)