10q & soli

We met twice but we chat a lot...
U're a guy which I knew not long...
A month and 2days...
Long nor short, I feel the care each day...
Thx for all the care and concern from you 2 me...
Perhaps I'm 2 gurlish...
I grumble, I angry, I complain when I felt moody...
Though I'm older than you by 1 year, but it seems like I'm more childish than you by decade...
I care for every friends, and I care cos your name did appear in ma friend list...
Did I cross the border???
I knew I'm not with 100% of assurance...
Thx for everything you gave me...included your sincere heart...
Yet,
I felt sorry when my words are too harsh,
I dunno what to say but only apologies...
I was stunt when you told me how you feel,
yet I knew I shouldn't hold back what I feel...
Every words may cause my friend list to minus a number...
The consequences might be 50 -50,
Either remain,or go...
Perhaps some reason may hold me back as your friend...
maybe not...
Who knows???
But I'm glad that the conclusion results as what I wish...
The care from each other will still remain the same...
A treat from me 2 you as what I've promised...
Good luck in everything,
all I wish is those happy angels will always surround by you...bring u laughter every single day...
and the most important thing is our friendship will never fades...^^


*~ friends forever~*

Hapi Burfdae Kiddo

Though is already 9 days after ur royal day, but I really squeeze out this limited vacation time in KL of mine to blog ur royal day out...hahaz~ (kam tong mou Kiddo???) heehehe^^

Hapi owiz o burfdae gurl~*

We should be giving you 2 surprises on ur day but one of it you accidentally ruined it ur own...hahaz~ so don't blame us ya...XD
The Gucci perfume, hope u lik it la...=)
On ur burfdae, I guess besides de singing burfdae's song and cutting de cake session, most of it will be all conquered by de photo session rite??? *geez*

Here we g00000000000000 >>>>>>>>>>

1st half of us with de gurl of de dae,
and

2nd half of them...oooppppssss~!!! Where's Wee Hwang and Ker Pin???

Photos will always be de best memories 2 us...

A big big round applause for our black thingy OBG for quiting his fuggin useless job in Star City and joined back hillsiders...hoooooraaaaaaaay~~ miz him much for so long!!! XD

Mamaya wins me!!! hahahahz~ @@

Milkmaids with tubes =)

Darren sama saye...

Da Zheng~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx...

Lynne & June...

Nicolo acting lik a gurl...hahahz~

Simblekkk and mie ^^

The respective businessman...Wee Wang Wang...

Ah Buuuuuuuuuuuuu~

They say I'm like their daughter...ahhha.. Hi "Dad n Mom"

Squeezing de milk from OBG's 50 cents...I wonder de milk will be black or white color mia???

C 2 pid pics~*



Posers!!!~~~* XD

I'm swt wit de pose that I'm posing here....=.='''


I'll promised that ma next blog bout ma 5th vacation in KL won't be that cincai larh
^^

"Winning is about thinking 1 step ahead"

Dear Friend :

A choice that had been chosen is always a past...
There is no turning back if you feel regret now...
Maybe you never regret what you have chosen,
Is just that the stress and tiredness that pressured and hold you down...
But can you beat and overcome that?

World outside is always cruel to a beginner like you...especially the incredible business world.
Circumstances change, things you thought were absolutely perfect turn out to be gapingly flawed just like all things that come from the world...
But all this are things that happen every minute and every second...
Work it out with D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N. without procrastinate...
Trust yourself that you can!!!
Step all things below and you will climb a step higher after that.

World of business is so dangerous...
NO true friend but only competitors...
Changes of ppl in just a blink of an eye...
A game of 50-50...
Either you kill that person, or you will be killed...
Live as Dr Jackyell and Mr Hide...
Though is bad...but you really have to...

Determination and grit, excellence and wisdom.
Ask yourself, do you have it???
I trust you have the ability to withstand great pressure, your steadiness.
I'm proud that you're unafraid of challenging the norms, and have the courage to stand up for the right things...

You might feel that friends around you are getting lesser and lesser.
Some friends do not really understand or comprehend what you've gone through because of age gap and different thinking...
But there are still a bunch of friends or two will always be there for you...
They might talk less to you as the topic you guys can share will always be a gap...
I may not really understand your feelings and might not have the ability to help out anything, but pls do remember,
a gurl name June will always here 2 share with you your probs and feelings if you're willing to share with her...
And there will be always a pair of hand to help you as much as I can...^^

Busy days ahead, but do treasure every moment because I know that one day you'll look back and say, in absolute old-man-past-his-years conviction: "Those were the good old' days..."

God is perfect,
God is eternal,
God is unchanging,
and God's love for each of His children never changes...
He'll bless you...
I just knew that!!!
=)

Relieve =D

Though is Father's Day...but I think I spended more time wit ma sis...lolx
Sorry dad....pls accept ma gift as a simple way of how I show ma love 2 u...
Don't angry pls...
MUAKSSSS!!!!
Wishing all father in de world Happy Papa's Day larh!!! =)
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The happy-go-lucky gurl is bec!!!!
Woohooo~
Honestly, I lurv myself when I can smile with a sincere heart =)
Shuuu~ "you" sadness!!! Get rid of ma life!!!

I'm totally relieve and relish when I saw her...
Everything was totally assuage when I really saw her standing in front of me!!!

We woke up happily seeing each other by the side :)

That nite, she was with me again bunked 2gather in ma tiny yet warm single bed......^^
Through what she told me...I really feel that she was so pathetic this few days...
Nvm, u still have me ma rite??? (and oso ur Kelvin and Reno as well =P)
I was so happy tat nite... we chat everything from de decor of our heart...and we found out tat we have similarities, ain't??? In the way as "I dunno y I'm lik tat...I juz dunno y I can react lik tat???" XD ( u noe I noe lar~)
I was insane that nite that I refold all ma clothes in the cupboard till I got sooooo fed up!!!

Swt big big =.='''

Okay, forget de past n here we go for a visit in Tesco (newest n paling IN mia shopping mall in AS)...=.='''
I saw this bundle of "wantans" on de way 2 Tesco...GOSH~!!! Really can't get this in Penang...lolx


Abundance of enjoyment I can feel when I meet that black thingy!!!
Darn!!! I really do miss him much lar!!!!
But his PDI hair...reli ...Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z.........XD (soli for making fun of u when me n Joo saw u..lolx)

His hair is totally BRIGHTER compare 2 this with his real life...XD

We fooled around in Joo's favourite restaurant -- KFC!!! (No doubt Joo is chicken king!!!) lolz...

So sissy with ma bag...ahahahahha~ *don screw me up Joo* bleak!!!

Showing off Guess and miu miu...muahhahha~

I'm still in love wit all tis...Geez~!!!

And this bunch of siao kia droped by ma house again...and this is the oni entertainment they have in ma room...XD!!!
Speechless rite???

HOT chicks!!!!
Clockwise from left: Joo Joo, Xiao Zi, An An and the agent, June
Satu malam RM0.50...ambik 2 PERCUMA 1...lolx!!!!!


~end of ma bed time story~

Do I make myself clear???!!!

Don worry becoz u have me che~~~*

Okay,
I don't really love 2 rant in ma blog as I'm always an easy-going and happy-go-lucky person...
I blog this on purpose today because I found YOU really getting on ma nerve!!!
I was apprehension the whole nite holding ma cellphone n dialing de same number...
Y can't I get through her???
I juz can sense that something uneasy is happening 2 her...
This really driving me crazy...
It was already 6something in da morning...and yet, I failed 2 get her....*sigh*
Send her 2 messages but I din receive de report...
Many assumption juz flow through ma mind again and again!!!
Her fon is out of batt??? She off her fon???...................
Can't get through her making me worry and very the "mang zhang"!!!
Though I'm trying 2 be optimism all de while...but still...I'M WORRIED~*

I called Ming Yi, one of our fren to check out whether my sis is with her not...coz she supposed 2 come to Penang with ma sis today...
But she told me that she came here a day b4 so my sis was not with her...
And she told me that ma sis might turn off her cellphone 2 avoid somebody...
Okay~!!!
I knew is who but I won't state it out here...
But if YOU r de one reading tis...
PLS!!!!
Can u juz leave her alone???
Izzit the way u treat a friend lik tat???
Ma sis is not a jail bird nor anybody 2 u but juz oni a normal fren...
Yes!!! Juz a very very very darn NORMAL FREN 2 YOU!!!
To care is good, but over caring will turn out 2 be a frust!!!
I think it might be wiser if you care her as how normal frens care for each other...
(If I really talk 2 U personally, I think I might may even let loose an expletive or two, seriously)
I do miss ma sis much...absolutely more than u I can say...
But do I really call her n everyday and every moment???
Check on what she's doing and so on???
NO!!!
I do text her everynite...wishing her have a nice day n good night...take care...sweet dreams...as I really hope so, but I never expect any reply or juz anything...coz this is juz a simple way to show my care 2wards her...
So don keep on think in the box but think out of the box...
That's all I can say~*

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Do give me a call when u're able che...
*waiting with anxiety*

Soweee

Do take care...coz i miss eu~*

Moody the whole night after receiving a call from Ah Kong...
Do I really did something wrong???
Humans are all the same, you will know how to tell ppl proper ways to behave and advice ppl to differentiate and sense the antithesis of right and wrong when you are in the 3rd party place... But when you are the main character in the act, will you be as clear as what you are doing compare 2 the directer and the audience???
Giving ppl feign hope is totally a JERK!!!
But am I that person who giving ppl feign hope???
Can u tell me am I??? *struggling to know!!!*
WTH am I doing???
Arggghhhhh~!!!!! >.<
I'm quite a picky type especially in communication, clothing, the way you talk, you act, and which Ed are you in...not to say that I'm more 2 western, but at least I'm not PDI & Co. (Pig Dog International & Co.) lolx...
I just don't like some particular Chinese songs...such as CNY songs..ahahaha...
I knew it should be a very lively song as CNY is always a festival which every Chinese goes bang bang boom!!!
2 me, CNY really is one of ma favourite festival 2 celebrate, but the song really sucks and irritates me a lot!!! XD
I can be a nice and caring friend to anyone...as long as you are 1 of the person in the friend list of mine...if not, I juz don't give a darn because it doesn't concern me at all!!!
But will I be too friendly sometimes and lead some ppl 2 misunderstand me???
Am I acting across the border???
If I really do, I'm so so so sorry to say that is my mistake, I created it accidentally and I really don't mean to hurt anyone as I know something long long time ago..." don't ever hang a person high up and throw him/she down like how a watermelon was squash by falling from a tall building..."
I know what I'm doing...and yet I'm still blur and confused with myself...and literally, I dunno what I'm doing ... *drools*
Can anybody tell me what 2 do??????? *sigh*

Gauging how other people react is crucial... it will save my headaches, heartaches and frustration.
Fortunately, I'm always been very skilled at trusting my intuition.( I feel larh...)
So when the drama around me gets too intense, I will know when to step away and be by myself....
The last thing I need to be is a bit player in someone else's soap opera of a life.
How I wish 2 let them handle the mess on their own, assumed that I didn't create it, so I shouldn't have to help clean it up.
Am I cruel 2 act like that???
Yes I am!!!
Cause I'm soft hearted...
=(

how??? =.='''

frustrated!!!

Well...
Me n ker pin, middle of de nite...
Owh no, early in de morning I can say...
Fixing up tis stupid thingy...i dunno wat it called in Eng..."space cupboard" lolx
Wasted our time n swt, we end up futile finally...zzzzz~~~
It belongs 2 Beng's...so we don have de instruction to lead us...
Lehhh~
Give up finally...hahaz~

nitez~*

All de best 2 u~!!!

Yup,
I knew is ur final...
Don't said I'm stingy juz 2 give u a small small "zuk fuk" here lar...
Wish Jason Khor Zhi Kang, my beloved bro, do well as well as he did in his past few papers...

Kambateh ya in de final 1!!!
Bagi ia satu GOAL!!! XD
I tau u boleh mia^^


*hugggsss*

U've changed

Had anyone ever told u before that u've changed??
Is hard to utter out...
But yet I need to let you know...
Yes!U've changed.
From the 1st I met u, till 2day I sat beside u...
Yes! I just knew that u've changed.
U've changed from your physical to your mental...inner to outer...
Changed from +ve to -ve physically;
but from -ve to +ve mentally...
Izzit a good thing?
Yes it is...
What have change you 2 a amicable person???
Less clubbing, less smoking, less gambling...
More hard working, more caring, more mature, more.....
Izzit because u've hit the maturity level?
Or because of ppl's words with full of sharp thorns which "motivated" u???
Chosen 2 remain silent when those words hits u...
A "SLK"... Stubborn as a cow...
To others, they might cause a fight,
but to you,
you just accept and assumed that it is just an immature act...
I knew u've started 2 be motivated by those words...
dying 2 prove something 2 make their words seems totally wrong!!!
Some task might be as hard as shifting a mountain 2 you,
difficult and courageous decision to make,
But I just knew you may solve it in your way,
without trying 2 hurt nor harm anyone,
or touching sensitive issues...
Coz you are matured enough compared 2 others
U're always a person who cares for everyone including de 2 'F's (family & friends)
Helpful in every ones heart without hoping for returns,
help everyone without thinking of the consequences...
Sometimes you might feel like the small shriveled apple,
hidden behind thick foliage, frowned upon, forgotten.
But I,
will never forget you as a best friend of mine,
Always giving you 101% full support and encouragement,
no matter what you do and what you feel...
So please,
keep your promises to me (you know I know larh~)
and there was always a helping hand from me to you if you needed it...
^^

p/s:
Having a healthy level of confidence is more important than having a conventionally attractive outer shell.
After all, it's just a shell.
The magnetic energy you create when you believe in yourself is undeniable.
" ...tryin 2 achieve da goal... "
Boost your ego, and you'll see proof of this one day.

~I BELIEVE IN YOU~

8 June 2008

Like de uniform compared 2 Sony's...^^

Finally it has came 2 de end of de war...XD...
Really luv de Canon's payment system!!!
Obviously I got ma pay!!!...ahhahah *darn syok!!!*
Commission was given as well..
Learn many things bout DSLR though I'm still not an expert..(far far way 2 go kuk lor~)
I was totally SS the whole nite...ahahha...went 2 Subaidah n treat Jing, Daniel n Zheng a supper..(RM20 masih ade 0.30sen baki lagi) hahaz~
I luv tis kind of feeling...not 2 say that I pay for my happiness, bt is juz a happy feelings I shared with ma frenz...XOXO
aneh~ lick ma kotek ice satu~* =) NICE!!!!

Saja wanna blog out how hapi am I 2day...Gonna do many things bt yet I still need 2 control ma budget coz I'm going 2 Kayelle again tis 23 June...need some additional $$$ 2 spend!!! (no $ no tok mia city...zzzz)

Canon, delighting u owiz~
Vs.
Sony, like no one others...
siapa menang????

Me wit died poodle n ma 1.5L mineral water...hahaz (keep on emphasizing on it!) lolx

Sowee 2 those who hoping me 2 consume more water per day...I've really tried ma best...brought a bottle of 1.5L of mineral water to work...bt I juz manage 2 finsh half of it till d end of de day...=.=
But there r improvements in it u noe???...more than 500ml!!! XD
DON SWT DON SWT~

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Suddenly, i mis a guy...
Really darn mis him lar~~~
Can u pls come bec???
Miz ur adorable butt!!! hahaha~*
and tat particular guy is not any a stranger nor anyone else...
he's
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Taaaaadddaaaaaaa~!!!!!
My lovely Andrew aka Anjeju aka black thingy aka oo lang aka OBG aka Borojo aka......a member of hillsiders la!!!
Reli darn mis u lar!!!!
Follow me 2 KL k???
Don ever tell me "I'll try ma best"...
ZZZZZZ
Hate tis sentence coming out from ur darn mouth...
Anyway, follow or not, going or not, i juz don't give a damn!!!
All i wan is juz 2 c u!!!!!!!!

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p/s: Wishing a fren of mine, Mr Chang Jiay Yuan, for hitting his 20th on tis day...ahahahha...uncle, no more a teenager d lor...=P
Hapi Burfdae n wish u all de best in yet 2 come lar ^^

TR 35

owh~ I'm taller than a tripod!!! Geez~*

Customer: How tall is de tripod that Canon is giving away for de DSLR model???
Canon Promoter: Owh..is as tall as 1 of our promoter - June =.='''


Really swt...hahahaz~
Bt yet, I'm glad that 2day I sold out an DSLR- EOS 450D (RM3349) and oso a lens for RM840...muahhahaha~ really happy 2 ma fullest!!!
Moro is de final day of Canon's war...really need 2 give my full blast energy for moro though I'm having a few blister in ma mouth!!! *reli pain lar*...
Water pls cure it faz, I've consumed more then wat I've consuming all de while...500ml of water per day??? Nah~ not for 2day and moro...I'm bring a 1.5 ltr of water with me moro...AMAZING rite? hahaz~!
Hope moro can close some sales so that I can demand for extending ma working days...de pay is darn tempting!!! Geez~*

$$$ is owiz ma M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N. !!!

It's time for shut eye!!!
",)

Thx Carl =D

Reli wanna thx Carl for calling me up at de mids...hahaz~ *hugs*
I'm working for Canon for 4 days starting moro...yeah!!!
And de pay is darn high!!!MOney is bec!!! owh yea...beyond ma expectations^^
Shall end here...going 2 bed EARLY 2nite as i need 2 get up fuggin early in de morning 2 go bec 2 my wonderful island n work!! hahaz~
Juz 4 four days...TAHAN!!!!!


Take care o...


P/S: sowee new rice for failing 2 meet u up AGAIN... I'll try 2 get u tis end of June with che when i go 2 Kayelle ok???Bt i think she will be in AS d...=( nvm la, will c how 1st... don angry ya...muaksss**

A visit for those who r lonely ...

Procrastinating tis blog for few days which i wanted 2 post it after i came bec from de =.= big city...
So, having a 1 week holiday in Kayelle, de bz and horrible place(Susan's car was "searched" and mess up by "unknown" while we were having supper in Steven's Corner for de very 1st nite at Setapak...the next car was a victim like us as well) horrible rite???...bt juz dunno wat chemistry makes me visited there 4 de 4th time in tis year...yes...kali ke-4!!!
Tis time was different...itinerary full for the whole trip...ahhah...n Daniel was there 2 XD
Sharing de 1st few nitez wit ma beloved sis...hahaz, finally we have more time 2 chit-chat wit...from de moment we opened our eyes till de moment we fall asleep...hahaz~ wat a talkative sisters we r..lolx
Went 2 Red Box + in Pavilion for de 1st day...owh yea...wit ma black tube n a flip-flop...favourite outfit..hahaz^^ We both reli have fun there by singing without controlling anything..che was shouting when singing Stephanie Sun's "ni guang" ahhahha...really funny!!!
2 bad ma lousy hp without flash don't allow us 2 take nice pic in de dark..so we took oni 1 pic with de lights on~ sobs..
The next few days was totally shopping day...ahhaa...shopped for tubes tubes tubes n tubes...shorts shorts shorts n shorts...reli darn cheap although is in KL...shop till i drop!!!
Che was dieting..so I followed her as well..amazingly, I oni had a meal per day!!! 2 bad i din lose any weight i guessed coz I've been eating lik normal when i went 2 csp's place...
I manage 2 visit CSP, Maomao, Steph, Liny, Small Fish,and Amos tat tortoise... hahahahz~ Daniel was there...Jing was there...Dan was there for 2 days, Liap n Crab were there 2 for 3 days...Liap n Crab wanted 2 give Maomao a surprise bt was RUINED by tat tortoise...haihz~ Nvm la, since he is juz a T, i shall forgive him la...hahaz~
Me, Daniel, Amos n Csp bunked 2gather lik a sandwich in 2 single beds...and small fish needs 2 sleep in de sleeping beg for few days~ and so do i as well for few days ~ahhha...
Nt much picture taken with Csp them during tis trip bt a bulk wit ma sis!!! hahaz~ coz we're self esteem..XD
She loves tis!!!

Owiz ma big sis~!!! so u r che che n I'm mei mei...heeee^^ (main point-u r older!) muahhaha...i noe I'm childish *drooling*

Fooling with ur hello kitty's head... XD


Dumb face future lawyer...lolx
U looks cute here^^ so do more dumb face lar...ahhaha

Alike???

Daniel Spillane & me heading 2 MU - PV6

A day in 1U...walking without any motive...=.=

Discover a place with darn darn big air-cond blowing as if lik de Pavilion air-cond was F.O.C!!! ahhaha... sowee Daniel ur head had been cut off~ XD

Planning 2 go end of tis June...or might work there for few days if there r fairs which allow me 2 work for few days... i reli need a job!!!