Why even try? I feel as if I am forcing it and pulling it until its not there. What I am talking about is me finding love, a relationship. I have come to the conclusion that I Kinsey should not try, I should just wait until it finds me.
How can my mind rest and not be impatient? That is quiet the question I must say. I can force my mind to stop liking someone but I can not force myself to be patient in finding a relationship. I'm guess the reason as to why I'm like this is because I want to experience the cliche of having a relation ship during high school. I have also convince myself that the only way that I can get myself unstuck from my past is to get and form a relationship.
I can't help that I fell in "like" with a man who is so ignorant and so Conservative.
