I finally saw 9/11 yesterday...really good. Too bad it got an R rating though. But I can understand why. I was curious though why Abdul Henderson, the marine who helps Moore attempt to "recruit" congressman's sons into the marines, was still a marine himself if he was so clearly disheartened by his experience in Iraq. But then again I guess you can't just quit the Marines without being dishonorably discharged. Any thoughts?

Dear paul,

I'm sorry I didn't call you back or go to your book signing but I am crazy. very crazy. it meant a lot to me that you would sign and give me a copy of your book but you won't ever know that because i sabatoge most of my chances to make meaningful connections with others because i am crazy and socially scared shitless. i think you are awesome and it is my loss that we won't be friends. especially now since i accidentally deleted your number on my phone and you will clearly never call me again after how rude i was.

Jenn

Thanks for making my day. Torian is an unusual name. Personally, it is always good to take off your sunglasses when you talk to someone. Especially a stranger. I couldn't keep eye contact and I'm sure that affected your decision. I could bury myself in the ashes from the bridges I have burnt. But maybe it's not too late. Thanks for making my day, again.

i am running out of will power. i already had cookies today. i feel like i am in a bad after school special. i know i will be happier once i lose weight but that won't matter if i am so thouroghly depressed by that time that i don't care how much i weigh. blah blah blah .....