*~*If wellness is this what in hells name is sickness? *~*

don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the blind have been blessed with security
don't open your eyes take it from me
i have found
you can find
happiness is slavery
i don't know what i am i don't know where i've been
human junk just words and so much skin
stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine


just some flesh caught in this big broken machine





♥

COMEON BITCH MAKE A COMMENT
MAKE A PATHETIC LIEING BULLSHIT COMMENT
DO IT PUSSY
TRY ME THIS TIME FUCKER

i refuse to take anymore crap from anyone. hmph.

in other news im almost all packed! super excited! tmmrw is sushi and happy hour with some friends. friday dinner with friends. sat london needs a hurr cut and to go to the vet. and i need to go to target and shop till i drop.

yayayayayay im moving on the 25th and i couldnt be happier. a bigger room. pool. a nice big yard for london to play in. whooOT. and ill be with megums. double WhoOOoT. no more canyon land for meEEe XDDD

time to go pack! and dance!

today was a good day. woke up. went to the store. got some groceries for the house and a v day card for <3. came home and took london for a nice walk. cleaned the kitchen. read my book. did some laundry. play wow. drank some sake with my mom. and now im about to cook us dinner. we're way better off without him taking up space.

im fucking serious. stop leaving fucking anonymous comments without your name

First of all not only were your comments bullshit and not even true. You're a fucking douche bag bitch for not leaving your name. Mind your own goddamn business and stop trying to lie about things that are quite frankly none of your business either. I hope you made yourself feel really good with your lies and rude comments! xD At least I know Ill never be THAT pathetic.

i feel WAY better today. i need to basically spend the day calling around looking for a workers comp lawyer. and ill probably play WoW later. i left the house for a little yesterday to go get lunch with luke but i was SO ANXIOUS. hopefully after i start the celexa w/ everything else tmmrw itll calm down. that and i really need to work on leaving the house more. its hard because of whats been going on but i can do it.

why cant just one good fucking thing happen to me right now?!?!?!!?!?


just one thing

and i would feel so much better

and id probably be able to stop crying for more than an hour at a time