Just a 20-something year old Asian American college guy from San Francisco who happens to be gay and also loves fast cars, while trying to figure out his place in the world as he takes each day one step at a time. I welcome you to join me as I get lost in thought, like the title suggests. This blog is where I come to expel my mental diarrhea so I don't go insane. And if you happen to enjoy, then make yourself at home. I blog for my own sake, so things may not be censored here.
Monday, November 29, 2010
In our own fairytale story
Lyrics:
(Josh)
Don’t know how long
It’s been a while since
You told me…your favorite story
(Jason)
It’s been on my mind
Driving me crazy
Am I the reason that (you’re crying now) harmony
(Josh)
I see the tears in your eyes
They tell me you don’t believe
That I can’t be…your prince charming.
(Jason)
Maybe you can’t understand
But when you (said you loved me)
My life was (changed
And I wish you could see)
(Josh)
I’m willing to
be the one
and the angel that you love
with open arms
I’ll always be there
(Jason)
You must believe
That you and me
Will end up living happily
In our own fairytale story
Verse 2: in chinese
(Jason)
I see the tears in your eyes
They tell me you don’t believe
That I can’t be…your prince charming.
(Josh)
Maybe you can’t understand
But when you said you loved me
My life was changed
And I wish you could see
In chinese
(Jason)
I want to be
be the one
and the angel that you love
with open arms
I’ll always be there
(Josh)
You must believe
That you and me
Will end up living happily
In our own fairytale story
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Happy Thanksgiving!
Each time I blog, I find that my entries are becoming ever sparse. School has been keeping me incredibly busy, so busy I've barely had much of a social life. It's Thanksgiving tomorrow, and I am very thankful for all the love my family and friends have given me. They are irreplaceable and will always hold a place in my heart. Ok, enough with the sappiness.
I'm waiting for my roommate's brother to arrive so we can finally get on the road to go home. Granted I did go home less than two weeks ago, but I'm still excited. SF Auto show, hanging out, eating, and family time are all in the schedule. Those, and a shitload of work. I've got three finals and two research papers in two weeks and have barely touched any of them. This is gonna be a FUN end of the quarter struggle. But I should think positively. I am in good health, and the stress of school isn't gonna last forever (though other stresses will inevitably pop up. ie, work).
Anyway, enough rambling. To whoever's reading: I hope you have an amazing Thanksgiving. Think about what you are thankful for and how privileged you might be (this goes to myself really).
Happy Thanksgiving!
While I'm waiting, I'm gonna just fill out this little thing, for my entertainment purposes only.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Brother
3. Last text message: friend
4. Last song you listened to: Jason Aldean (with Kelly Clarkson)- Don't you wanna stay
5. Last time you cried: August 21st 2010
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: Yes
7. Been cheated on: don't think so
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes, but with regret comes new wisdom
9. Lost someone special: grandfather and godfather
10. Been depressed: who hasn't? life has its ups and downs
11. Been drunk and threw up : nope, i know my limits
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Green
13. purple
14. blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah
18. Met someone who changed you: yeah
19. Found out who your true friends were: yah
20. Found out someone was talking about you: idk
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Yup
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 97%
23. How many kids do you want?: two or three
24. Do you have any pets?: fishies, though i want a dog (doberman or greyhound or lab)
25. Do you want to change your name: No, but maybe for the right guy (last name)
26. What did you do for your last birthday? took a birthday shot, and went back to studying. it was finals week. 21st birthday during finals week lolol.
27. What time did you wake up today? noon
28. What were you doing around midnight last night? watching tv
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: winter break
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 9 days ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: i wish i would follow through and be more assertive and work harder and put my smarts to good use and work out more and the list goes on and on and on.
32. What are you listening to right now: silence, but my roommate is on the phone with his gf so iguess that.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: No one
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, jalopnik.com, towleroad,
36.Whats your real name: david somethingsomething
38. Relationship status: Single, and i've got a lot of love to give! :)
37. Nicknames: davey, dahbee, bitch, ho, dawei,
39. Zodiac sign: pisces ^_^
40. Male or female?: penis.
41. Primary School?: somewhere in LA
42. Secondary School?: bay area
43. High school?: bay area
44. Hair color: Dark brown/black
45. Long or short: medium
46. Height: 5'10
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: all day errday
48: What do you like about yourself? um
49.Piercings: None, though vaguely considering ear piercings (i've always though industrials are hot)
50: Tattoos: also contemplating
51. Righty or lefty: iwritewithmyright
FIRST:
52. First surgery: 6 years old
53. Piercing:
54. First best friend: i don't remember but now i have SEVERAL best friends with whom i can talk to about everything, and usually a whole lot of nothing <3>
55. First sport you joined: tae kwon do in elementary school, cross country in high school
56. First vacation: Paris & Venice when my mommy was preggers with me
57. First pair of sneakers: 1?
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: just had Korean bbq
59. Drinking: water
60. I'm about to: finish this entry, and then do some work
61. Listening to: the airplane flying overhead
62. Waiting for: to get on the road
63. I'm feeling: relaxed, at the moment
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: i think so yah
65. Get married? yes
66. Career: psychologist, therapist, counselor, anything that helps people get through their troubles
PREFERENCES:
67. Lips or eyes: BOTH
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs with family/friends, kisses for that special someone
69. Shorter or taller: my height, though probably taller ^_^
70. Older or Younger: at my age (21) right now, no younger than 2 years, though right now, up to 28
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: abs please
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive!!
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger: yes
76. Drank hard Liquor: yah
77. Glasses/contacts: glasses, too lazy to wear contacts
78. Sex on first date: no
79. Broken someone's heart: maybe
80: Been arrested: No
81. Turned someone down: yea and it was awkward
82. Cried when someone died: not when i heard the news, but at the funeral yes
83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: i try
85. Love at first sight: yes
86. Heaven: more like afterlife
87. Santa Claus: HO HO HO no
88. Kiss on the first date: if it feels right
89. Angels: i believe in entities (spirits, positive energy, buddhas) who watch over me
90. God: God is too big for one religion
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope
92. Did you sing today?: no
93. Did something illegal?: mhmm
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? elementary school
95. The moment you would choose to relive?: going to hawaii for the first time with my family
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: incredibly but also miss it
97. When was the last time you lied?: one of my answers is a lie. or two.
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: it really depends though generally on time or early
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: yeah though it would depend on whose
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: no
........ that was a waste of time but a good 30 min wasted heheh