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| Annual picture in his Texas Tech shirt! 5 years old!! |
I think we may have experienced the best birthday EVER at our home today!! We had a great day with our big guy! I really can't believe it's already been 5 years! I don't know why 5 seems like such a milestone, but it really does to me. Maybe because I sort of feel like he is really exiting the "baby" stage and entering true boyhood (sniff). Seriously, I'm struggling with this! I sobbed the first day of school this year because Jackson would be going to kindergarten NEXT YEAR (this can't be normal). I feel like it has passed me by and I find myself wondering if I have lived it to the fullest. If I have enjoyed it and cherished the way I should. If I have done enough to let him know how special he is. And if I have left the best impression possible on him during his youngest and most impressionable years . . . I'm sure the answers to the "ifs" is not a complete affirmative, but I hope and pray that there is more "yes" than "no" to these questions over the last 5 years. I'm not sure it would ever seem like enough . . . Okay, now that I'm tearing up, onto the amazing 5th birthday that we shared with our VERY special little man today!
So far, I have been with Jackson on all his birthdays, not at work, but actually spending the day with him. This year it fell on a workday, but Clint and I decided that since this was his last birthday before starting big boy school, we'd take the afternoon off from work and spend some Mommy, Daddy, Jackson time together! We considered taking the entire day, but Jackson wanted to take cupcakes to his class at daycare, so we sent him for the morning.
He started his day off with a cupcake (it is his birthday after all). Then headed to school with cupcakes to share with his friends. We picked him up this afternoon and the fun really started!
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| Breakfast cupcake |
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| Cupcakes for his class . . . he picked out the shorts to "go" with the shirt. He's a very "independent dresser" these days! |
First stop: Chuck E Cheese (is it sad that I almost couldn't type this without also typing "where a kid can be a kid" advertising works people, the jingle will now be stuck in my head for the rest of the night and probably yours too, sorry). He can't eat pizza, but he LOVES to play the games there. He's saving tickets for a big prize. We played Skeeball (which, by the way, I rock at . . . I hit the 100,000 five times in one game and got the ticket bonus for being over 450,000 points. I always say that I don't have any talents, but maybe Skeeball is it!) We played racing games, and ball throwing games and stop the light in the right spot games and whatever else they have there . . . Jackson had a ball. He LOVED the racing games, you would have thought he was racing a real car/boat.
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| Daddy and Jackson playing games |
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| TICKETS!! |
Next stop: Bowling! Aunt Kiki joined for a little bit to play a game. Jackson had a great time and was TOTALLY wound up! Daddy won both games. Jackson came in second the first time and Mommy came in second the second time. Mommy had a chance to beat daddy in the second game, but not wanting to break my losing streak and in true to me fashion, I choked on the last frame and Clint beat me by ONE points!!! Oh well, I have to let him be better than me at something ;-) (love you honey!). Jackson cracked us up with his sideways run and bowl. It was the same everytime and it was hysterical! Aunt Kiki did all kinds of "trick" shots that Jackson found amusing! A good time was had by all!
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| Birthday love from Aunt Kiki |
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| The starting stance |
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| Mommy and Jackson (I think this is the only picture of the two of us from his birthday) |
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| Clint felt the need to document the fact that I choked at the end of the second game! |
After bowling . . . Snow cones at the one and only Bahama Bucks (BEST. SNOW CONES. EVER!) and little bit of the "Ring Game" on their "porch". Can we say sugar high or what! Oh yeah and I forgot to mention that Daddy let him have one of the left over cupcakes from school in addition to the one he ate with his class!!

After a quick stop at the McDonald's drive thru for a birthday dinner request, we headed home for cake with the tiny people! We had a Frankenstein cake (I did make the cake, but I have to give credit for this super cute idea to an old co-worker of mine, Shasta, who made one for work years ago at Halloween!) One of Jackson's very best friends and his family came over for cake and the birthday song! What a perfect end to a perfect day (we'll pretend it ended there and not mention the meltdown that happened before bed, I think it can safely be blamed on too much sugar and a day of total indulgence in whatever this sweet little boy wanted . . . probably Mommy and Daddy's fault, but totally worth it for all the sweet memories and smiles we had earlier in the day!)
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| Frankenstein and his brother!! |
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| The birthday boy with Mommy and Daddy (and all the little monsters, or most anyway!) |
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| John and Jackson =BFF's (are you allowed to put that label on boys?) |
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| Showing off his birthday present from the babies |
Aaaahhhh! If only all days could be so much fun!
Before I finish this most special birthday post, I'd like to take a minute to say how proud I am of this little man. Jackson has grown into quite the young man over the last year. He is kind to his brothers and sisters, he is becoming a better listener and he has such a good heart. Yes, he's still stubborn and strong-willed and he still tries to get away with anything and everything he can . . . that's just being a boy . . . but when it really counts, he has a good, strong character and a loving heart for his family and friends and while I definitely think that the "concept" of God is still a little overwhelming for him (heck, it's a little overwhelming for me sometimes), I'm so proud to see that relationship forming and growing. It's amazing to watch a child accept the idea of God as it is given to him, because he simply has the faith of a child. Don't you wish we could all harness that childlike faith! I love that Jackson still bestows the random and unsolicited "I love yous" through the day. These moments sometimes get me through the roughest of days in this crazy life we live. My other favorite words that I hear (though not as often as he gets bigger) are "Momma, can we snuggle?" Sometimes this may be a ploy to stay awake just a little longer, but I don't even care!
I was reminded recently of how good Jackson is. It was a reminder from a complete stranger, but sometimes we need those. While I love him with all my heart and soul, I often find myself getting frustrated and irritated over things that are simply a little boy trying to discover what the boundaries are and also wanting to see what the world has to offer. Sometimes, I need to be reminded that he's not always naughty, that he doesn't always push my buttons and that under it all, he is such a good kid . . . This stranger met me on an airplane last month. When I turned to my sister and brother (who were sitting behind me) and said something about "my kids," the woman, who had no children of her own, but was a very proud aunt, asked me how many kids I had . . . well, of course the next question was "how old are they?" From there of course the inevitable conversation regarding our unique family ensued. Interestingly enough though, she asked me more about Jackson than the others. She asked many questions, but the one that sticks out was when she asked how Jackson "handled it" when the babies all came home. I recounted a story that I have told countless times and always with fondness . . . about how he would not stay at the house while we picked up the babies and insisted that he was "going to the hospital to get MY babies!!" How he waited for us patiently in the waiting room and as soon as we walked out of the NICU with the first two (only two went home at a time), he ran to us, kissed each one and then turned, put a hand on each infant carrier and "helped" us carry the babies to the car. It's one of my favorite pictures of all time!! This same scene was basically repeated 2 days later when the other two came home. A story that made me smile, brought a look of true awe and amazement to this stranger's face. Her response, "Wow, he has such a good heart. What an amazing kid. You can't teach that kind of love." She was so right. Even now, it brings tears to my eyes. Sometimes, we need these little reminders in our lives. Jackson is such a special little guy and while it is supposed to be my job to help him grow into the person he is to become, I am so blessed by how he and each of my kids are helping me become something more than I already was! I love you Jackson Hacker, I can't believe how lucky I am that you are a part of our family!
Next up . . . our spooktacular Halloween Birthday extravaganza!