Never Felt This Way

There will never come a day
You will ever hear me say
That I want or need to be without you
I want to give my all
Baby just hold me
Simply control me
Because your arms they keep away the lonelies
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
All I need is you in my life
All I need is you in my life
Cuz I never felt this way about lovin
No
Never felt so good baby
Never felt this way about lovin
It feels so good

Insomnia

eyes wide open....
ok i got to knock my self out of the awakes...
and drop into the black deep hole called sleep.
its so cold down here....my sheets ....
i rap it around me....
fingers click on the remote,
click...no good
click...watched it before...
click...thats too scarey to watch on my own right now
i smile to my self....
lips stiff to draw that smile....
i rem once....T said...you know when you smile....
you smile more with your eyes....
you have a beautiful smile
i smile to my self again...
laods of nonsense words,we say when we going down that cliff....
called love...
yet when we settle down on the open fields...
sun strokes our eyes....
i need HER to make me warm,
i close my eyes....
i can feel her body all over me
her breathe coming closer , and i slip
and fall into her kiss....
with a closed eyes...
WARM.....
DARK.....
PEACE....

Cold at Heart

i cant move my fingers....
n my breathing making a cloud over my glasses......
i can hardly see....
take them off,,,,clean it n wear them back....
i tighten my coat carefully
put my hands inside...
yet its hard to even talk....
why is that cold....thinking....
i open the door....go inside
upstairs.......
to my room,,,,turning the light on...
take off my coat....
lay down on my bed....
its even cloder......inside!

Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok


Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
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i used to put some of my fav songs,,,,its been a while since i did so....
well this one of fav new songs,for leona lewis
a charming young lady with beautiful voice....
i recommend this song....listen to it!
youll be thanking me later

Couldy Roads

middle of roads
unfinished...uncertain
spirits of light,wooden shapes.
shaddering around


walking alone,,,,
lost between my breathe n words...
gazing on what's coming,,,
strangest shapes of ugly paints....
&tored down carpets,,,,
here n there,,,,no where iam
no time iam heading,,,,
no chances my hopes,,,,,


complicated as forigner lanugages
confused as a new born,,,,,,
screaming my siclence,,,,,,,
walking,,,,and walking,,,,,,,
and walking.