On The Way Down is the personal journal community of Jay & RuthAnn. The 06/25 in the name stands for June 25th, our anniversary. The basic title is based on the Ryan Cabrera song, "On The Way Down." Jay (ajizzlebrizzle) created this community as a gift to RuthAnn (aharmonie4u) for being more than he could ever ask for in this world. As the song lyrics say:
Sick and tired of this world There's no more air Tripping over myself, going nowhere Waiting, suffocating, no direction I took a dive and
[CHORUS] On the way down I saw you, and you saved me from myself And I won't forget the way you loved me And on the way down I almost fell right through But I held on to you
Been wondering why it's only me Have you always been inside waiting to breathe It's alright, sunlight on my face I wake up and yet, I'm alive 'cuz
[CHORUS] On the way down I saw you, and you saved me from myself And I won't forget the way you loved me And on the way down I almost fell right through But I held on to you
I was so afraid of going under But now, the weight of the world Feels like nothing, nothing (down, down, down) You're all I wanted (down, down, down) You're all I needed (down, down, down) You're all I wanted You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me All that I wanted, all that I needed and now
[CHORUS] On the way down I saw you, and you saved me from myself And I won't forget the way you loved me And on the way down I almost fell right through But I held on to you
Jay's User Info: Let's see my name is Jay. I am eighteen years old and I currently live in Tampa, Florida with my parents. I am an enlisted soldier in the Army National Guard (Stationed at Fort Jackson, South Carolina for Basic Training and at Fort Huachuca, Arizona for AIT.) I am currently in a serious relationship with the love of my life, RuthAnn, we've been together for a little over two years. I am a soon-to-be student at the University of South Florida. I plan to major in Business Management and start my own record label & recording studio and minor in Military Science. I have been shooting pistol and rifle since around age four and I am training to become a member of the United States Olympic Shooting team. I am a musician, mostly a vocalist. I have been singing since I was four. I also play guitar, bass, and piano. I am in a local band called The Seed, where I am the lead vocalist, producer, and songwriter. I love music, movies, and photography and working out. I am Italian and Polish. I speak some Italian and French. I dont smoke. I drink, but dont get drunk. I have three tattoos and three ear piercings. I design all of my own tattoos that I get put on me and I look at ink as art. I listen to mostly rock, country, alternative, and some pop.