Journey of Life

i am totally blessed by my cg members esp last sunday! well last year i was a 'sleeping observer' due to stpm..so i wasnt really active in youth.. oops.. but this year i committed myself fully into this form 4 cg..and i am truly blessed even as i serve the youth, i think i've been blessed more by them!! they're really an amazing bunch of youth well, since this first half of the year we're focusing more on fellowship and bonding, it was amazing that one of the youth poured out her heart's cry even in the cg! such courage and such trust towards us! and i really really like to see the youth opening up asking questions and talking! haha even thou it's nonsense but HEY! at least they're talking and participating!! haha.. most of the times the leaders will be the one smsing the youth encouraging them and all but it's really heartening when you receive a message of encouragement from them to you! and gals, it really keeps me going all the more!!! i've b...

Generally, I think i am a blessed child :)) Sometimes when i complain or when i tend to compare myself with others, God showed me that i'm not as little as i think.. but haha sometimes when my self-esteem grow higher (maybe shud say over the limit), God showed me i'm not as great as i think..He humbles me :p i really thank GOd for what i have today and the things that He had blessed me.. i may not be the smartest girl nor the most talented girl and all but i know i am special in His eyes.. many times when i am down and when i feel lost and unloved, God reaffirms me again and again that His love endures forever .. Thank God for that! But i know i still have a long way to go, many things to learn in life.. and i pray that God'll mould me.. like what Ps Clement said during YES, God will break me, mould me and shape me from a lump of clay, something insignificant to a beautiful vase, a wonderful creation of God.. and i know during the shaping process it is not easy and i've...