alone 28.2.09

Is it really bad to be alone? I don't think so.

But then, these days I keep hearing such questions. Sorang je ke?

A normal person would not feel anything and could think of it in a more jokingly way. I am, however, a weird person. The world and such questions, are making me feel guilty just because I was sitting somewhere, alone. Even though I probably don't need to feel bad about it. I am slowly getting upset at a friend, quietly, because she has been asking such a question often, whether at me or whenever she sees someone she recognises being alone.

Heck, what is wrong with being alone? Stop asking these questions. Isn't it stupid?

all in one 23.2.09

3.44 pm at Monash University, and outside it looks like it would rain heavily. I am now going to write things, jumbled-up and in summary in one paragraph, of basic stuff that's happening.

I have read latest chapter 230 of Reborn, the story of the Vongola family that uses rings and boxes with characteristic flames to fight. I am beginning to read D.Gray-Man. I met my junior Ausmat 17 students yesterday, who just started their orientation week today. Reminds me - amazes me, that it has actually been a year that I have been here. The number of people together of us here have decreased quite significantly, in a sudden. I am currently having money crisis. I really sigh and snort at the mentioning of MARA, knowing them so well. I have downloaded what I could get from MUSO Blackboard from Monash for the new semester coming up ahead, boy, this is really a lot of stuff to study compared to last year. Great to hear that MISC students are going to finally get their chance to fly, heh, it'd be a like slapping their faces as if asking themselves if it was really happening after all this time thinking they would not be going to Australia. I'd be jumping off with a parashoot in disbelieve from an airplane if that kind of thing happens to me, as MARA would never do that kind of surpises - like, are you kidding me? Therefore let's just try another scholarship next time around. And I just want to set a goal for myself to do my masters in Japan even if I will not fly and study in Australia now. Hasn't it always been my dream to go there?

It just started to rain. I don't really believe I am actually starting my second year. I am not in much mood for it, somehow. There's much too less.

bon voyage 15.2.09

Last night I went to KLIA, sending my 4 friends away to Australia.

I came.

I smiled.

I cried.

I hide.

So much that I couldn't say goodbye.

macaques - wild and dangerous 11.2.09

Macaque - this word is not at all familiar to me, not until last year.

Today, it was again a mission to go against macaques - otherwise known as kera. My sister kept shouting at them the entire time after lunch as they kept coming back to our backyard. Earlier, one quite big, black, male I guess, entered the house - sending my other sisters running away upstairs while I went hiding in the store to find something to chase it away with. I mean... err, who wouldn't get scared! They have sharp teeth and all. Wild animals, they are really more frightening than they look like, gulp. What species is this, I sure saw it on Cathy's slide somewhere during Environment class before but when it's right in my own house it's just annoying! The kera will all usually eat anything they could find in the house, like bread and bananas and they even left a poo souvenir as if we like that so much! And for the reason of wanting to find food, they always try to get into the house when we least expect it, like through the opened windows - sometimes we never realised it as we were upstairs and they were downstairs. Many times already, they've broken in. Wild and dangerous, indeed.

Orang-utan is sure a species I would rather prefer to meet rather than the macaques.

Oh well... to my friends who are about to leave to Australia, remember the macaques, remember our Environment class, remember us friends here in this country. LoL ^^

(At the very least, you don't have to remember the current pathetic political state of the country. That one fella... could just go and die already and I think everything will be better then...)

... after this, I would again go back to my guitar lessons, Japanese and Hitman Reborn. Good luck everyone!