Happy Fucking Holidays

If you've been here, you know I hate this time of year. I'm sorry I'm not really visiting anyone lately either, in case you noticed. I'm playing mindless games or looking for a job, or most likely, spending my time drunk because I can. There's been an awful lot of that lately.
My marketable skills in my opinion are little. Other people say I'm downplaying my thing. So give me your opinion.
I graduated High School. (A year late because I was stupid about some girl)
I went to work for a manufacturing company where I did menial labor for about 6 years.
I worked for another company doing the same kind of thing, in a supervisory position for almost a year before going back to the original company where I built databases and twiddled my thumbs for awhile.
Suddenly, I'm their IT person. We had a network of 4 computers, and it was my job to make sure everyone knew what they were doing!
This grew to over 50 computers, and I'm still the "go to person". For 15 years.

I set up and adminstered the new computer system, was told I was worthless, and my services were no longer required.

No wonder I'm a drunk. At least I'm good at that.

The Wedding

It was nice. Saw a bunch of people I don't usually get to see. Had free booze and drank way too much of it. The Newlyweds had provided lodging for a bunch of us right beside the next stop on the drunk train. I walked over and had Lucy retrieve me before I went in because I really, really didn't need to be there after I danced all afternoon. We went back to the room, ordered pizza and watched "It's a Wonderful Life." Love the movie only because I love Jimmy Stewart
She says I was talking to other people on my way to sleep, I think I was talking to Jose' since Annie left her bottle with me and Ms. Sweet and I got into it before bedtime.

Mom is mad at me because she's called a couple of times and I haven't answered. I'm just not feeling real chatty right now. Part of the reason this place is collecting dust. Even my writing sucks because it's all about job applications and bullshit lately. Hard to explain that to someone who isn't in it I guess.

Oops, it's after 3 so I should go to bed. Have to be up at.........yeah. It's kinda like that.
Later.

December Sucks

Tomorrow will be 23 years since my sister died. I'll be attending a wedding. I think she would appreciate the irony.

The Widow and Boytoy will heretofore be known as the newlyweds.

I didn't think it would bother me, but it is so I should probably get some sleep before I get all stupid because I need to be pretty and shit tomorrow.

Off to find some stupidity with Lucy and go to bed before 3 for a change.
Later.