I have A Dilemma

Mom is not well. I don't think Dad is doing all that good either, but he doesn't talk about it. And doesn't want me to know or talk about it, and hell, I"m drunk, so here we go.
Dad bought me a car, which Mom would be thrilled about, but he doesn't want her to know because she kind of egged him into it. I can't go see her in the new car she doesn't know about without causing a new shitstorm because she can't keep her mouth shut if she finds out and then he'll be pissed she found out, so I'm avoiding both parents right now which makes me a bad daughter and I hate that.
The Elephant isn't really the car, it's because he could, she can't, but she mentioned it to him on Facebook. I wish that thing had never come into being because it's wonderful and terrible at the same time.
This is why I keep this place. I can say shit here I can't anywhere else because other than Jackiesue, blog and facebook don't overlap.

The other thing is the whole Annie and The Assholes thing. She still goes over there, I don't. She invited me today, I said I didn't think I was invited or welcome, and her reply gave me the "It's all your fault" thing. So I guess that's done. And Annie is next if that's how she feels.

Part of that is someone I never see was at the bar this afternoon, and drunk, but wanted to talk to me because she saw that travesty of me calling them out on FB and had to give me her opinion on it, loudly. She was hurt that my friends would give up on me over something that stupid. So was I. But I gave up too, and actually, I feel better for it. I cried for a few days, but I wasn't wrong and feel no need to call and say "Sup?
Apparently they feel the same so. done. Gone Done Moved On.
Bedtime for Bonzo.

And Here We Go Again

Annie came home last night. I carried her crutches in the house because she's getting along just fine without them when she's not in public. Just shaking head and going on with that. She invited me to The Asshole's this afternoon, told her I didn't think I was welcome or invited, and yep, that's all my fault, I gave them no choice, blah , blah, blah. So I may be losing another one.
Not in the mood at all. Will be going to sleep real soon because I'm a tired bitch. Later.

Don't Know Why

Feeling down. Annie is still away, went to Dr. today and went back home with her Sis after visiting The Dive and The Asshole's house. Waiting for an MRI to see if she's ok, but seems to be so... She's stoned or something when we talk, I haven't talked to The Assholes, but assuming I am not welcome since nothing has been said. I'm not real sad about them, but dammit I miss the cat lol.
Also waiting for new job to open so I can apply and hope the hell I get there. Idiot wants to talk to me lately and I just really don't have any use for her. I'm too polite to be really rude, but I'm being as much as I can.
Just not liking things right now, and not liking me much right now even though I haven't done anything. Guess it's PMS even tho that never happens anymore. Think I need to sleep. Still have to get up in the morning .

There May Be A Light Coming

My favorite managers are leaving to open a new store. It's around the corner from my house. I'm applying as soon as it is possible to do so, and told them both I plan to. Hopefully it'll work out. Unless somebody makes up some bullshit, there's nothing against me transferring, and these guys will get me there if it's at all possible. They're 2 of the 3 that have actually shown appreciation that I do my job, so fingers crossed. Smaller place, do the same job(s) I do now since I'm technically a third of the back room, but can and have done all 3. I'd be happier without the other 2 anyway so...
Let you know in a couple of months.

Persona Non Grata

Apparently I did it this time.
The  "We can agree to disagree" really doesn't extend to me having an opinion. The wife has not only unfriended me, but left Facebook. Annie still goes over there, but not gonna ask because there's really no point. Our friendship was pretty much forced on me by her before they got married so it's not like I've lost a lot. They did, but don't know it. This is why their name has always been The Assholes. I didn't change it after we started getting along because , well, because. It's nice to know I was right about something because I was wrong about everything else I tried to tell them.
C'est la Vie.