Whining

I've been having a few months here. I try not to say much on FB because there are people with chronic pain living with their shit every day. Same with cancer, far as I know I don't have any and lots of people are dealing with that every day. I didn't crow about moving my pinky toe the other day because some people never will. I'm just tired of the I'm supposed to get better, and it's not happening much. I'm tired of hurting every day, and tired of not being able to do shit for myself, and all back to, I'm supposed to be getting better and be able to do shit again. It's not happening. I'm running out of time on my disability, so I'm either gonna be unemployed, or trying to get temporary disability because I can't even do a desk job right now, I'm pitiful. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I'm trying to take care of as much as I can financially while I still have some income since I may not have any next month. After that, Annie will take care of me and Cat as best she can, but she really shouldn't have to and I'm back to being so fucked.
Rant for the night. Probably be another coming soon.