It's Only Tuesday?

The Gnome came through surgery fine. She was out of it when I left, and I should have stayed the night with her, but after a day of sitting and waiting I just wasn't really up for it. Her sister and friends were there when I left, and I'm also supposed to be dogsitting tonight, but Annie is babysitting Mrs. Asshole while he's out of town, so I'm home. I'll be back in the morning and all that jazz. Besides, Cat was mad I left him this morning so I had to come home to make up.
Hopefully I'll get some more stuff done at her house while she's incapacitated, which will make her happy when she comes home. A happy Gnome is always good.
I'm glad I didn't do the happy dance about the last job offer because I haven't heard anything else, I'm beginning to wonder if I'm defective in some way or something, but anyhow. I'm on doggy and Gnome duty for a little bit now anyway, so maybe that's a blessing in disguise, at least I'm available. She loves me, there were 2 cases of beer sitting in the garage when I got there this morning, she planned for me being there lol.
I suppose I should sleep, hell I know I should sleep, I'm a tired puppy. Later kids.

That Kinda Day

I just shuffled down the hall, forgetting that the dog has been dead for over a year. It happens occasionally, I tripped over him enough. Having a cat is different too since it's been so long since one was in the house. Annie really wants to be his friend, but he's not having it. He's all about me when he decides to like a human.

Got him in my lap and he's trying to eat my elbow, so I guess I shouldn't worry too much about that lump on his back. He slides under the bed to grab me, among other things, so hopefully he just bumped into something.

I need to go to sleep, I have to take a friend in for surgery tomorrow. Later kids.

Music

Funny, my horoscope mentioned music yesterday. Today I was looking for something for Annie and dragged out a few cd's I haven't listented to in awhile. Yes, I miss my music. I didn't realize how much until now.I play stuff at The Dive, but not what I usually listen to, and I haven't listened to anything at home in months. I guess I should start doing that again.

Jaded?

Applied for a job yesterday, several actually, but got a call from one today. I'm not doing the happy dance yet because the last few times I did, everything went to shit. I hope, because it's good money and at least a 6 month contract, but we shall see.I almost didn't hit it just because, so back to we shall see.

I was actually productive, still fighting with The Gnomes plumbing issues because I'm not happy with the job I did, ran off to Annie's parents house with her to do stuff in the garden, anybody need some green beans? Her mom always makes meatloaf when I'm showing up so supper was excellent as usual. I need to sleep, but not ready to yet, and I don't have a clue where I was going with this. I guess the ant farm last night was the last of my sense of humor for a bit.

My body is still trying to decide if we're going to have a period this month. I can't remember if the last one was April, or May, it just shows up sporadically these days so it's like playing Russian Roulette with my ovaries.
I'm smoking in the house because I have a smoke candle and I can dammit. I did pay a bill this month since cable went out in the middle of a Rizzolli and Isles I haven't seen this afternoon and I'm mad about that. I shouldn't be since Annie is paying all the bills, I keep us and the animals fed and wrapped in TP, but that's been about it lately. I also spend way too much money on beer and smokes because about all I do most of the time is drink and smoke and I know I need to stop both. I guess I'm still having a mini pity party. Sorry. Think I'll try the sleep thing and hope for the best.

My Housemate is an Idiot

I just opened the kitchen window since it's actually cool enough for that tonight. There is a beach of sevin dust sitting in the sill because that was her response to a minor ant invasion. I would expect ants in goggles and skis running down the moguls, and others laid out on beach towels,  from the way it looks up there. That would serve her right actually, but I guess it did the job. She's all about overkill.
I'll just leave it and hope she breaks out the shop vac soon. I'll just shake my head and go on.

So it's been that long huh?

I've been doing stuff, and not doing stuff, so I guess I'm less depressed today because I haven't looked for a job in the last couple of days. Crickets and rejection letters are pretty damned depressing, so I'm in avoidance mode at the moment.
Ok, I've been doing shit at The Gnome's house, and sitting with her dog, so my schedule is off. I'm also frustrated over plumbing, and it's not mine this time, even tho that cheese I ate at her house last night might cause an issue or 2 since it was hot as hell. Anyway....
It's about time for me to take my ass to bed so I can start Monday right. Later kids.

Not Feeling It

I have a date to replace a faucet tomorrow since I couldn't drag my ass over there today. I don't want to do it then either, but I will.
I'm starting to scare me a bit. I used to drink a shot of tequila and I was out. Lately, I could probably drink a bottle. I had 4 rather large shots at the bar earlier, along with some beers. Been drinking beer since I got home, and I'm still standing and coherent as far as I can tell. Just took another shot so maybe I'll go to sleep. I'm tired of this shit.
Gonna smoke and take Cat to bed. Later.

I Know I'm Overreacting, but....

Mrs. Asshole gave me shit over some chicken tonight. Apparently the whole world is torn up about some chicken, but this wasn't even that one. We had some takeout at The Asshole's house. He bagged it up like it was gonna be tossed out because he's like that. We brought it home. I get a text later about where is it? I told her we brought it home becuase it looked like it was gonna go in the trash. A few messages later....
The  one about "You know we'd give you anything if you asked" got me. My feelings are hurt. It doesn't take much these days anyway, and she knows that, so really?
I'm also drinking Annie's beer and shots of tequila because all my beer is at The Asshole's house since I've been out there all the time lately. I think I'll be home more now.
I'm mad, and hurt, and I'll leave some chicken on their front porch tomorrow just because I can dammit.
I really hate being fragile.